nerve-wrecking

i needed a headstart on revision for prelims & o`s. so i`d skipped school for 2days. it wasnt much but i`m sorta glad, i began work. cause i honestly, can imagine myself screwing up papers. so yes, i think i wont be doing that badd?? who knows, for now. well, i`m still failing chemistry, which is absolutely not a good sign. the paper was o`level standard, what more our school`s prelim paper.. boy-OH-boy! but for next week`s preparations, i`ll just focus on humanities. i like geography 8) *nerdy grin* enough said about prelim. i`ve sat for my english oral!!! it was totally nerve-wrecking alright. if i can recall correctly, i did all that needs to be said & done or whatsoever. *prays hard* i do hope to score well for english. i would be uber pathetic, if i dont. cause that`s like the only language i`m left with, since my chinese is totally CMI!!! boooooooooooo there`s gonna be an ugly B4 printed on my o`level result slip. eww. whatever, CHINESE SUCKER CLUB ROCKS.

my brother is gonna be away for 2weeks. he`s flying to bangkok for some soccer match (play against schools from other countries), so kinda representing singapore. awww mans. i feel so proud of him. he`s so gonna be the next fandi ahmad! (that was his childhood dream, and most probably still is..) i do admire him, for his passion & drive, to work hard to achieve all that he is today. he initiated to go for trials, and he made sure he got in. not forgetting his good-looking. HA! well, he made it into the team, and will be leaving this sunday. he gets to skip school too lar, but that`s suuper duper coolio. they even provided him with all the gears & attires. like those national teams, they get to wear identical sports attire (windbreakers, shoes, pants, socks, jerseys, shirts...), also formal attires (tailor-made suits, pants, collar-shirts..), polo tees etc. MOE is sponsoring them or something. they`ve got in total of 8 different sets!!! he was practically hogging the toilet; fitting into his clothes. i shall pray for his safety :DD i`ll miss not looking at my handsome but very irritating brother. his absence in the house, will be so awkward. does it mean, i get to mess his table, jump on his bed, use his stuff, twirl his drumsticks, read his love letters...? YAYYY!


MUGGING. 8DD

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MID-WEEK

today was a mediocre day, despite failing my social studies mock test. i was really really that close to passing lar *demoralized* we had a little war of the cameras during free period (as that horny slacker is on MC again..) with smelly green kimchi. she sparked off the war, and acts so pitifully at the end. how pathetic! any-o-hoo we got a fantastic shot of her. someone`s gotta upload it. wakaka hnnng. just cant stand her horrid-looking wall paint face, with her fizzy spoiled hair and semi-circle fringe. makes everyone feels nauseatic..

oh and i was rather satisfied that we got to voice out our discontentment with mr methias to anba. she sorta helped cleared our doubts and promised to talk to him about this issue. he`s just the slackiest teacher on earth lar. marking papers during our lessons, while we sit there doing useless crosswords or write journals. excuse me, it aint the time to do crosswords. what about teaching us some comprehension skills or tips for narrative essays? what the hell is he doing lar. his advices, are full of uncertainties. how are we to entrust our progress to an undedicated/not commited teacher? i daresay i hate him to the core. for all the times he had made me felt disheartened and incompetent.

i`ve always been amazed by such magnificent creations. preetty purple sky.
night study is something i look forward to. (i miss playing magicball..)

this was taken a long time ago, during mother tongue intensive week. SOE MIAT ha :DD

TA.

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