i juz dunnoe...

wad's rong wif mi!
i feel so bad
the more i tink abt it the more i.....
haiz...
i dunnoe
its been botherin mi the whole dae
the question juz kps poppin thru my mind!
haiz...
i cant answer it
wad's the problem wif mi
i guess i wasnt even readie
i needed time!
wad de heck.
i dun even noe u well enuff
ah!!!!
y did i accept i m so sorraye
i juz somehow dunoe
ah!!!!!!!!!
its juz happenin all to0o faz if u get wad i mean
i need time...
dunnoe wad's rong
haiz...
maebe......................
haiz nah mind
i cant even sae it out
can i still sae no now?!?!?
i cant trust myself...
i m so selfish sorraye...

haiz.......
sorraye!

will the violins be playing? 11:05 ;