dance seniors sux!

bo0o0o~!
t0dae was horrible esp in the mornin
aRgh like gif mi a break
wad's the prob lorx
its not like we dun haf feelins 4 our CCA k
if u saein we dun haf....
PLS HAF A GOOD LOOK AT THE REZ OF THE SEC 2s
if we dun haf feelins 4 dance
wud we be dancin wif u guyz?!
wud we be even attendin practices?!
wud we even bother n care?!
wud we wanna improve ourselves?!
wud we bother ritin reflections?!
1st u come praise us wad shiit
thn u personal attacked us
like wad de k!contradiction lorx
wanna scold scold larx
wanna praise praise larx
1st praise thn scold
like wad de...
argh!if u dunnoe us dun come n critisize us
expectations 4 mi ish higher thn
the expectations 4 urself
if u tink everi1 ish doin so badlaye other thn urself
ur like so darn rong k!
u tink we r not puttin in ani efforts?!
we juz dun do it in front of u
y shud we do it in front of u all lorx?!
its like sometimes u come tell us u all shy dun wan us to see
thn y cant we do the same
we at least can ask 4 help or smthn
if u dun wads the standard of mi dance
thn dun come critisize mi 4 not puttin effort in dancin
its not like im not puttin ani effort k
do i like some ppl in pain thn stop dancin
i din k...i din even dare tell u all sometimes lorx
at least i continued dancin thou mite not be up to the standard
but at least i TRIED!
if u neva seen mi practiced n asked ppl 4 help thn tt's ur prob
i cudnt even approach u seniors cos u all were too bz
so i asked crystal lorx at least she cud correct mi in some moves
like thnx to HER
all becos some ppl r more emotional thn the others
n the cried doesnt mean we dun haf feelins u noe
its not like we dun feel remorseful or anithin
we not human ahz
scold until like tt dun feel a single thing abt it
biased ppl hu discriminates us cos we r the youngez in the section
its so totallaye abusin ur authority
i can admit tt im sorraye sometimes we dun do our bez
its not like our bodaye can take all tis vigorous movements lorx
not like we personallie dun haf injuries or anithin
we had to tolerate wif the pain n even haf to be forced to expressed the dance out
we reallaye tried k
cant u guyz juz understand
pls lo0k generallaye the whole team n not person by person
commentin on juz tt particular person
if u tink by juz screamin ur head of at tt person
u feel betta n tt person juz listen u shout ur top off
n HAS NO FEELINS thn u r in-human
damn it k like wad the principal saes
NO PERSONAL ATTACKS
kns...finallaye like i agree wif the principal 4 once
u tink by seniors u all r alwaes rite n the juniors r rong
u r not even a tchr if u qualify to be 1 thn come n sae lorx
u correct us we cant correct u all issit
thou sometimes we mite not take it seriouslaye
but eventuallaye we stil do rite?!
if u all tink tt wifout us u guy will be so perfect
thn juz kick us out
cant stand it k!
i m not saein tt some points u sae r not rite
everi1 has the mind[wadeva] to get GOLD wif HONOURS
n ytd i love dance so much n todae i hate it cos of u ppl
THNX ALOT i appreciated it so darn much
we had the passion to dance
the mind set to get gold
had the tinkin tt we cud impress u all n not disappoint u ppl
not to make our CCA get lo0ked down
to show our senior seniors we can do betta thn them
wad do we get a DAMN SCOLDIN THN JUZ DISCOURAGES
all tt we aimed 4...like YAY?!-.-0
if u tink all r go0d thn u dun need us wad
pls lo0k generallaye n not discriminate us SEC2s
we tried our veh bez but u put us down
r u all reallaye thn hardworkin?!
u can honestlaye tell mi u sec3s n 4s
r like some machine workin so hard?!
some maebe but the rez W0AH they r so hardworkin
so wad if u r part of the community member
u did ur part as a dancer?!
HAHA yeah rite
pls lorx...we gif attitude?!
tt was like ages ago???????
do we gif u attitude now!
thn i wonder wad r the sec1s
after the tok r we suppose to gif u a pathetic regretful guilty face
r we suppose to act it out
i can join drama le ahz still in dance
y cant we juz dance wif the passion we haf
n juz enjoy it...
y has all thins gotta be like tis!!!


haiz juz so pissed off...
sorraye ppl aniwae
if u guyz even manage to read everithin to here
haiz...
i mean dun u ppl feel angry
when u tried ur bez n hope 4 all the bez
n thn get put down by ur own fwens ur seniors?!
i mean like thou sometimes we need alil push to get us to dance betta
but aint it sucha a BIG NUDGED tt we juz all fell flat on the flo0r
crushed by the words u saed?!
u all juz dun understand how it felt like..........
its juz so unreasonable
i m sorraye if i din do well n disappoint u ppl
but if u haf neva reallaye seen mi dance
dun critisize mi saein i put no efforts n expressions in dancin
tt's mi standard.i m juz not up to UR STANDARD/
u tink tt tt's my standard thingy
u all juz dunnoe mi k...
its not like i got no feelins
not like i m not guilty
not like i m not remorseful k
i juz dun like showin out...n thins
i m so sorraye wadeva...



so yeah after dance went to orchard to do survey was okaye larx
meet all kinds of ppl
haha reallaye farnaye...
so yeah thn went 4 "ballet"
tok to jo on the fone...
haiz...so frustrated now...
nitex ppl!

will the violins be playing? 14:33 ;