hmm...

so yeah guess i haf to rite smthn ehs?!
hmm... so yeah...
church aint somethin im lo0kin 4ward now
hais its juz so i dunnoe
i juz dun feel rite no matter where i go arnd in church lars
not tt i dun wanna go
if onlaye...hais juz dunnoe k
especiallaye durin YF
myy age grp ppl juz dun seem to be there
i seem pathetic lars k seriouslaye speakin
like a loner walkin in n out wifout ppl realisin
wadd m i k...
n u call tis a church hurhur i LUFF
not ferrgettin i m in care ministry
to sae the truth.sorraye.
but the ministry failed even b4 they started
they failed to even care 4 their members
some ppl juz aint sociable k
maebe i m the 1 hu failed to even care ferr ppl
cos i cant even take care of mie self
wadeva i've got nth to sae
sometimes i wish u church ppl jus dun read myy blogg
argh i cant sae wadd i reallaye feel
u ppl juz like haf tis impression wadeva lars k
i mean u all juz treat ppl so differentlaye
like myy onlaye church fwen when i m wif them
u all like juz approach her lars
m i nth at all arent we in GOD's family?!
at BSF m i like so weirdo walkin arnd
do i lo0k llike some kiddo tt goes rnd hangin wif some sec1s
wadd ish ur prob...
so wadd if ur in a betta the sko0ol thn mie
dun i gif a damn?!
ur like so proud abt it big deal
stopp starrin k...i hate the stares u gif
it juz sends shivers down myy spine
gRr!!!
so ass abt it k i m juz so pissed off by ur sickenin attitudes
wadd de heck ish ur prob k
u guys r juz so friggin ass lars
u all dunnoe how frustratin it ish
n we r the ppl hu r called brothers n sistas of christ
w0ah ppl envy us u see tt...
RUBBISH!!!



wadeva lars...i dun gif a damn
i dun even feel like gettin to noe more abt GOD
in tis kinda environment...






oh yeah to u ppl out there hu tink i sound eediotic weirdo
wadeva k ...
i onlaye wanted to help n tt was the thnx i gt
callin mie a weirdo
w0ah i needed it mans.
i m not some psycho kaye...
wadeva euu ppl tink i m
juz shuddup!!!!

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