tis life sux

its juz so frustratin
yy m i here in tis world
i dun yearn to be in
yy m i born into tis place
somewhere i dun long to stae
yy do i haf a feelin
tt i so dun beong here...
yy does myy life feel so meaninless
yy do i juz feel so unwanted
yy cant euu ppl understand how i feel
yy does myy result staes stagnant
yy doesnt it improve
yy m i so freakinlaye dumb
yy muz i fail in everithin i do
yy muz everithin go the wae i dun wan it to
yy does everithin go against mie
yy do i seem like a weiirdo to everi1
m i reallaye 1
yy do ppl juz kp saein i m 1
do i lo0k like i m 1 to them
yy m i born to a familaye tt no1 wans mie
yy does no1 seem to care n lurve mie 4 hu im
m i reallaye so unwanted
m i reallaye juz nomad runnin in the wild
yy do euu ppl juz leave mie
yy cant euu juz xplain wadds goin on
yy muz i alwaes b in the dark
cant ani1 show mie where the light ish
yy cant we juz be happaye-6-of-us
yy muz euu grp us as 4 n 2
yy cant we juz be together
yy cant thins juz go rite 4 once
yy muz euu force mie to doin thins i dun enjoy
yy make mie hate thins i once lurve
yy so mani problems
yet no solutions
yy ish there conflicts everiwhere
i noe i started it
yy does myy attitude juz sux
yy m i the wae im
yy do i sux academicallaye-wise
yy do i sux even in performin arts
yy cant i juz b gd in smthn
yy muz i fail in everisingle thin i do
yy do i haf to cryy all the time
yy m i sucha cryybabaye
yy isnt there ani1 to hear myy cries
yy do i sound so pathetic
yy dont euu ppl b sensitive
yy m i so ignorant
yy do i get pissed so ezilaye
yy m i mie
yy cant i b euu
yy do i ask so mani questions
yy m i so irritatin
yy cant life b ez
yy m i askin yy
yy doesnt ani1 answers myy questions
yy isnt ani1 payin attention
yy m i sucha a pest to euu all

im so sorraye 4 all the "yy"s
i dunnoe yy either
guess euu ppl r irate now
so sorraye
euu ppl shudnt read sucha pathetic blogg
its makin euu ppl feel sick i noe
sorraye...

take care ppl.
i noe i dun belong here nor there
or aniwhere
im juz some1 no1 wud wanna bother
bye! =)))


happaye bdae ruth

will the violins be playing? 12:19 ;