Thursday, July 07, 2005
wadds ur prob huh?!
hais i cudnt stop tinkin
i was alone on the bus
no1 there to
make mie ferrget myy worries.
so all i did was reflect on myy life
n those ppl arnd mie...
come to tink of it
i finallaye realised wadd jam meant
myy life ish fallin apart
nth juz seem rite?!
yy care abt all the fun
i've neglected myy own feelins
*sobs* i juz cudnt stop tinkin...
tears almoz came rollin down
bt i was interrupted by a msg *sighs*
yy cant euu even let mie cryy it out
come to tink of cryyin,
euu haf been there everitime i shed a tear
euu'll definitelaye b
by myy side cheerin mie up!
tellin mie abt the possitive stuffs
n advisin mie wadd to do.
bt now?!where r euu...
instead im cryyin cos of euu
i doubt euu even noe or even wanna care
euu mite even sae i brought tis up myself...
waddeva.there's no1 there to
eva understand how im feelin now
we were like so closed
euu juz dunnoe how much
euu actuallaye mean to mie.
muz like each other to b close?!
yy cant euu juz let nature take its cause
wadeva im tokin.
i noe how it feels when euu wanna gif up
yet euu n the person r close.
BEZFWENS!euu cant suddenlaye stopp tokin
avoidin...haf euu tot abt myy feelins?!
do euu noe tt euu were the onlaye person
i cud tok abt practicallaye anithin
everi single thin tt happens in myy life
n now euu r gone i guess i'll juz burst
i tot i was strong.
bt onlaye euu knew how
weak i actuallaye was...
n now euu hit myy weakness
so i broke down.i cant help it
i've lose 1.i dun wanna lose euu
yy ish life like tt?!tis sux k
i cant yea...
i've alreadaye told euu
wadd will happen if euu avoid mie
n now guess euu've chose ur path
im pissed off bt
saddness juz ovawhelms mie =(((
yy hurt mie like tt.
tis isnt love or smthn yea
its juz i reallaye like euu as a fwen
euu were like the nicez beztez pal
ani1 can get k
n i gt it how fortunate i was
bt yy end up tis wae...
i dun wanna lose another gd fwen yea
i tot after tokin out wif euu
it'll be all okaye
everithin will b back to normal
guessed it worsen ehs
if tt's the wae euu wanna treat mie
thn i guess i'll juz treat euu the same
the burden ferr euu will b lighter rite
im sorraye i caused so much prob in ur life
i'll leave euu.dun worraye...
take it tt we neva knew one another
i'll act along dun worraye.
thn everithin will be fine for euu n mie
if tt's wadd euu tink as its the bez
so b it...
i'll do juz wadeva euu wan thins to happen
will the violins be playing? 08:43 ;