4oth bdae-singapore

happaye national dae peeps
its singapore 4oth bdae *screams*
wo0oho0o lols kiddin.
i reallaye peifu those ministers
nt reallaye wadd they contribute or anithin lars
juz tt they can haf like such long speeches
abt singapore...
when i can hardlaye tink abt wadd to sae
i admire them 4 tt hees XD
so lame waddeva
bt reallaye lars.wadd if some1 ask euu
to rite an essay abt singapore
wadd wud euu rite.
a few sentences-
#o1. clean n green
#o2. safe
#o3. multi-racial
#o4. go0d fo0d?!
wadd else ish there to rite abt her hors
hurhur waddeva =)))


i tink tis skin ish kinda b0rin
im ambitious.i wanna do complicated skins
im still findin fotoshop
anibodaye has it?!
i need it.i wann it.
i dun wanna b stuck wif borin stuffs
usin paint waddeva its dead b0rin mans
bleaugh =pPp


i wanna watch fireworks tonite
bt i oso wanna watch sho0tin stars
hurhur =DD
guess i wud haf to missh it
aniwae i doubt myy mama wud allow
sometimes i juz envy ppl
hu can stae out late.
yet their mama stil cares 4 them
juz not by controllin them
tt kinda method.
euu noe yy.
cos there's trust.they understand their children
sadlaye euu ppl dun.
i reallaye wanna juz haf tt freedom
to do thins on myy own
okaye at the start it mite
sometimes b quite lonelaye n feelin lost
bt i juz wanna b alone
yy cant i juz spend myy dae
in a corner by myyself?!
*siighs* maebe tts wadd i hoped 4
bt its impossible.
onlaye until the dae i reach 21
tt's like ages 4 go0dness sake
the key to freedom wadd rubbish
21-14 = 7yrs
euu tink i can wait tt long...
thins muz be settled now
n nt 7yrs lata
yy muz i haf parents
hu has to constrain mie so much?!
im so sorraye
maebe i juz dun understand
how its like to b a parent
as i aint 1 now.
i dunnoe how it feels
when ur children goes out on their own
i dun understand anithin
im dumb. *sobs*
boa- everyheart
ish makin mie feel so sadd
ah!!!...
wadds rong wif mie im so terribly weiird
i myyself dun understand mie
no1 does.no1 will.
im weiird.*siighs*
i go madd ova pathetic stuff
im goin nutsie so0n. >.<

*stopp juz stopp it will euu
yy make mie haf butterflies in myy stomach?!
yy make myy throat so dryy.
tt everitime euu tok to mie. no words comes out?!
yy make myy fragile heart skipp a beat.
everitime a euu walk pass?!
yy make mie smile at everi msg euu send?!
n make mie frustrated when euu dun reply?! yy r euu doin all tis?!

* smash myy brain i tiink to0 much.
hais...


n 4 go0dness sake to all those freakin brainless ppl
hu onlaye tinks abt noein hu did a blo0per
in th dance or anithin
will ppl juz shuddup!!!
euu dunnoe.euu dun understand
so go awae.n stopp spountin rubbish
when euu ppl dun understand at all
euu tink we so enjoy performin 4 euu
n ended bein a clown
so arse.
SHUDDUP!!!

will the violins be playing? 13:35 ;