Thursday, August 11, 2005
allow mie to understand
todae i interviewed some1
hu's reallaye important in myy life.
ahem ahem *coughs*
guess hu?!tt person ish non-other thn...
haoge -junhao [kor] *tada!!!*
hurhur.its kinda a failure thin
bt heck...
so shall began ehs-
name: su junhao
nickname: so0oso0o haoge junnie
d.o.b: 5th march 199o
horoscope: pisces
zodiac: horse
index no.: 32
class: 3/5
status: married[alina]
hobby: bball.singin.tv.ani sport.
ambition: dunnoe
food: chicken rice.nasi lemak
drink: 1oo plus
colour: blue
place: bball court
animal: dogs
tv show: spongebob squarepants
movies: charlie n choc factory
carto0n character: patrick starfish
actor: dunnoe
actress: dunnoe
singer: jay
band: linkin park.yellowcard.westlife
brand: addidas
song: numb
haha dunnoe lehs.tt's abt all. =DD
*siighs* i gt so mani questions
yy sae all those stuffs?!
do euu reallaye mean it.
i stil wonder yy.
yy r euu doin all tis?!
r they juz flirtatious acts.
do euu wanna haf a feelin of bein liked?!
do euu mean wadd euu sae?!
i cant trust euu.
im sorraye i dunnoe yy either.
the faith among mie n euu juz aint strong yet i guess
sometimes i juz feel euu r so insensible
pure childishness.
bt when euu send mie the msges
they r juz to0 shweet
to b true yea.
everitime i tryy to gt angry wif euu
i cant seem to.
euu alwaes make mie feel so happaye
juz a few words...
yy treat mie so gd.
wadd if i was nt mie
wadd if 1dae euu suddenlaye
stopp msgin mie...
wadd wud life b thn.
i dunnoe.i dun wanna noe.
all i wanted was to help euu
make euu a betta person
i hate to hear euu sae
euu go out wif fwens.smoke.
n all tt.i juz wish euu wud b a normal person
maebe to euu tts normal
we r juz so different
in everi other wae.
we seem to come from diff planets
all the stuffs we do r totall opp.
i mite seem so go0die-to-shoes to euu
n euu seem so ah beng to mie
well i dunnoe.
maebe i reallaye haf fallen 4 euu
yy?!yy did euu make mie like tis?!
i wanna b open wif euu
i reallaye wanna tell euu stuffs
i wanna tok to euu abt thins
bt im afraid i reallaye m
i dunnoe wadd ur reaction wud b
all tis while all we do ish lame
cant we juz tok smthn serious
euu mite nt wanna hear mie tok abt thins
ur fwens seem alot more important
i juz wanna share wif euu myy tots
bt i cant.its so hard.
so darn hard...
i can tok to anibodaye abt it
bt yy nt euu.euu mite nt understand
at least euu cud b myy listenin ear
euu mite feel im so troublesome
all i do ish nagg n complain
i seem like a old hagg.*siighs*
i reallaye dunnoe wadd to do.
euu can see tt sometimes our msges
to each other juz seem so restless
we kp tokin abt daily stuffs
n nth else.once everithin we've tok abt
there's nth to sae animore.
we kp repeatin ourselves
its juz so weiird.tts yy i dun reply sometimes
we juz gt so sians ova msgin
it juz seem like a immediate reaction
hais.if onlaye euu cud read tis.
if onlaye euu understand.
guess myy stand ish stil.
no1 understands mie betta thn i,myyself.
dun ask mie abt it.
i dunnoe wadd to answer euu either
so mani blank questions.
will euu eva understand.
m i reallaye juz an entertainer to euu?!
*sobs*
will the violins be playing? 21:26 ;