pissed off

*screams* i walked to sko0l wif him todae
xD hees i was E A R L A Y E yea ppl
history corrections was a torture
go0dness.hurhur
i was feelin reallaye slpie
dunnoe yy either.
juz kpt weezin off to lala land
zZz *siighs* hais.
its totall U N F A I R `ness mans
i hate stardies.its so freakin stressful

ytd- hadd a long tok wif padey
tok mozlaye abt stardies
mans i juz wanna haf his brains
tt freak!!! hmmph *grRr*
reallaye wanna thnk euu loads
cud stand mie tokin so much crapp
i cudnt find ani1 hu i cud juz tok to
im noe i bothered euu sorraye
i wun call euu animore.
i tot i cud tok to euu.
i tot tt other thn hardy
euu cud listen to mie tok abt stuffs
bt i was rong.were euu eva listenin?!
come to tink of it.
i missh those daes.i seriouslaye do
where we used to tok abt everithin
share abt anithin.yy muz it alwaes end up tis wae
can i sae i missh euu?!
ish tis reallaye the feelin of "misshin" some1
hais i dunnoe.
guess no1 cud stand mie rantin all dae xcept euu
do i displae selfish`ness in mie?!
i noe i tok abt everi other thin abt mie n nt euu
i nded some1 to listen to mie.i dunnoe
im selfish i noe.sorraye.
[tis world isnt onlaye abt euu]
i wil alwaes remember tis phrase...
i wun tok abt mie animore
sorraye.i'll listen to euu guys yea

todae was horrible
i hate pair work
i H A T E it i reallaye do...
i hate the feelin of havin partnerin some1 euu dun like
i hate odd numbers
i hate bein the 1 to gif in
i hate bein the 1 to haf to sit wif others
while euu ppl wif own fwens
i hate it.i hate it.i hate it.
i cud juz burst in to tears.
bt i held them back.
i hadd to.wadd wud ppl tink if i started tearin like clara
wud euu sae the same words like zhenning?!
i hate it to alwaes haf it ur wae
i noe everi1 wans it their wae
bt yy everitime urs?!
when was issit eva mine?!
when will it eva b myy turn?!
i cudnt stand euu ppl bein so jolly
n mie tt bein so pissed off.
it made mie evn more furious.
i noe i din wanna tok to euu all
bt haf euu tot abt it.
i was alwaes stuck wif ppl euu dun like
euu dun like doesnt mean i like rite?!
i reallaye haf hadd enuff of all tis crapp
its so frustratin.
did euu all even notice i was missin from the toilet
tt i din join euu ppl
or issit tt euu all were juz inside
complainin becos of myy to0piid attitude
sae all euu wan tt myy attitude sux
complain to as much ppl tt i diao euu ppl 4 no reason
diao mie back i so wanted tt...
haf euu ppl eva tot of it
of yy made mie so madd?!
was i bein unresonable?!
was i juz bein paranoid abt tt whole thin?!
cant euu even see
i reallaye hate ur stinkin mouth
will it 4 go0dness sake juz shuddup
tellin ppl euu diao ish so freakin powerful
wadd de fuck!bitch
n yar ur myy bestie
ish tt juz a banner 4 acknowledgement from the crowd
juz a sense of belongin
i was siick.did euu reallaye missh mie
or were euu afraid of bein the loner there...
do i mean anithin to euu at all
euu saed tt yeah in a clique there shudnt b
tis person ish wif tis
tt person ish wif tt.
it shud b a grp thin.
thn yy was the laz 1 to noe
if she din tell mie.wud euu?!
if i din ask euu.wud euu?!
were euu even willin to tell mie?!
if euu dun wan mie to noe
im fine wif tt.
it seems like everithin euu ppl r tokin abt
i dun seem to understand a single bit
yet ani1s tellin mie?! N O !
nah mind.euu can sae i m makin a fuss ova a small matter
waddeva i dun care wadd ppl sae
bt i do care wadd euu ppl sae
n its nt wifout jam tt the grp wil carrie on
ish wifout mie tt tis clique
wud b a happier more vibrant ppl
no nd to see myy qian bian nian
sae im attractin attention waddeva
i dunnoe yy i tell euu ppl stuffs
its no use aniwae...
i even had tis tot tt i missh him
bt wadd wud he actuallaye sae abt tis
he'll hate mie i noe
i cause to0 much trouble
sorraye...

will the violins be playing? 19:31 ;