todae- 12o8o5

i reallaye wanna xpress how i feel
its so hard.euu dun seem serious abt it.
maebe i shudnt tok to euu abt it.
i made the rong decision.
sorraye.i tink byy tokin to euu.
it made euu tink im strange
*siighs* i guess im after all
yy was i so to0piid to tell euu
when i alreadie knew tt euu wun understand
i was juz bein so paranoid.
tinkin to0 much.
wadd the heck was i tinkin the 1st place.
we were juz fwens.im dumb.
slapp mie pls.i feel so dumb[i am]
hais.wadd's done ish done.
i ruin it again as usual
yy cant i even make the rite decision
i gt no common sense
the answer was obvious
yy cant euu juz b like everi other guy
ah!!!im sorraye.
no1 wans to hear mie tok abt it
sorraye.
euu shudnt.euu reallaye shudnt.
i feel so sick n tired.
i dun wann animore nonsense
yy cant euu ppl juz understand
i guess bein carefree n doin thins i wan
ish the bez wae.
tt's mie.no contrain. =)))
im happaye tt wae
bt i gt carried awae.
thn i dun care abt ppl's feelins
euu sae im totallaye crazee
insane.lo0natic.waddeva
yy cant i juz b mie.miemiemie.
wadd m i aniwae?!
if onlaye euu cud c tis.
if onlaye i cud tell euu how i feel
n euu wud understand.
if onlaye i was mie...
if onlaye...
juz if onlaye.thins wud b different
i realised i've been a failure in everithin
i cant perform well academic-wise.
myy grades sux like shiit.
yy cant i juz xcel?!
i dun gt wadd i deserve after puttin in effort
its so unfair!!!
there's no encouragement in tis.
tis ish totall bullshiit *aRgh!!!*
im nt talented in dancin
dun sae i am.i tink im a disgrace to myy tchrs
to everi1 hu noes mie.
im made euu ppl ashamed of mie
im a disappointment.i noe i am.
wadd else can i b gd in now?!
im juz some freakin brainless weiirdo
hais *siighs*

yy cant euu b the 1 to catch mie when i fall
yy cant euu b the 1 to encourage mie
yy cant euu b the 1 to make mie smile
yy muz euu b the 1 hu made mie fall
yy muz euu b the 1 hu made mie a fo0l
yy muz euu b the 1 hu made mie cryy
yy muz euu sae thins euu dun mean
yy muz euu do thins 4 the sake of doin it
yy cant euu b the 1 to adivce mie
yy m i saein all tis
euu aint anithin to mie aniwae
i xpect to much.
myy imaginative ish juz to wild.


juz wanna congrats 2[four]`o5 4 everithin
support n dance!
i truelaye lurfe euu ppl loadsTONSheaps <333
we got in yay *screams*
i was ovajoyed upon hearin tt news
omG!!!ms ridz even told us on the spot
*criies* tears of joy yea XD
thnk euu so much *muacks*


hadd dance todae
wo0oho0o *screams*
i seriouslaye misshed it lors
myy darhliing daisy hees =DD
tok to the sec1s after dance
cos no sec3s mahs.[ferr 3weeks*shiit*]
so yea hope euu ppl reallaye understand
the message we r tryin to brin across
euu ppl r no standard of performin syF
like tt yeah.
after huihui tok to mie
i juz hadd the urge to tok to euu ppl
sorraye if i offended ani1
we juz wanna help euu guys
to improve.
euu ppl dun wanna c dance lose face bahs
so pls do jiay0u k
-dance rawks-


i missh ah`bi.aww...
hope she's okaye =)))

will the violins be playing? 22:30 ;