Sunday, September 04, 2005

ppl euu muz b wonderin
yy im bloggin like on a sunday mornin
went to church like arnd 7.3o+
for the mornin's service
cud no longer stand iit
so decided to come home n rez
i hadd to walk hme alone lars
blesh xPpP so unfair.
to0piid cramps!!! aRgh.
yy muz tis happen to mie
everi mnth so sickenin nia
hais. sians lars.
so i din attend sunday sko0l.
*siighs* i cud hardlaye stand juz now
so irritatin. >.< so yea stuck here.
doubt i can go 4 ballet lata
ballet ish like so sians to mie now
i see no aiim in goin 4 the lessons
i cudnt go ferr tis yrs exam
cos i missh to much.
i cudnt catch up
i dun c the talent in mie
im nt gd at iit.stopp lyiin to mie
the sko0l juz wanna earn money
i dun c myyself becomin
a ballet dancer.dancin on stage
performin.i dun even fiit to b a dancer.
i rathered b those back up dancers
nt onlaye can i earn money
i gt to dance wif celebrities
ko0l huh?!hais...
dance dance dance
so wadd if ballet helped mie
gt into tis sko0l
thnk euu lars.i can juz join drama
ani1 can act.its ez.
m i regrettin ballet?!
i guess i m.i like her performin
i dun like the lessons in class
maebe im juz sick n tired
of the entire thin.
i've tot of quiitin
bt myy mama wudnt allow
cant she juz c its wastin her money
waddeva i dun wanna tok abt it

sNjt ppl.
i wanna go out.
quickquickquick
decide where to go yea?!
muahaha *griins* weEe~
its been so long since
we went out together.
well i tink its loong. x)
hurhur


dun call mie tt
juz 4 the sake of callin mie tt
m i dislikin euu now?!
i dunnoe.
myy feelins towards euu
has become so foggy
i cant see how i
feel abt it animore
maebe there wasnt such
feelins in the 1st place
i dun tink ur sincere.
i tink euu mix arnd
wif disgustin ppl.
omg!how can i sae such stuffs
bt seriouslaye tt's how i feel
*siighs* wil i b able
to accept euu?!
its stil unclear to mie.
bt i cant b bothered
we from diff sko0ls
its hard to communicate
wif each other.
we dun often gt to
c each other aniwae...
so like wadd for.
hais wadd de heck.
i dunnoe.i dun wanna noe
im contented now.
i dun reallaye nd euu.
aniwae euu oso dun understand mie
there's no point.we r to0 different
tt's all...


[dun juz plae wif mie.
myy paperheart will bleed]