Thursday, September 01, 2005

euu dun haf to kp saein sorraye to mie
i appreciate everithin euu did.
i wud reallaye wanna thnk euu
euu did help mie.
at least i noe euu tried.
thnk euu so much
its juz mie.im pathetic yea
ppl juz haf different opinions
its juz tt i share the
same sentiments as him
its hard to tell euu abt stuffs
[bt i still do tell euu stuffs]
cos of myy stubborn`ess
we alwaes end up arguein ova it
im reallaye sorraye.
sometimes euu reallaye make mie
speechless.i dunnoe how to reply euu
im sorraye.
i make euu worraye all the time
it seems like i ruin everibodaye's life
whom im close to.
im sorraye.its betta off alone i guess.
i juz wanna tell euu ur nt useless
ur the bez kor ani1 cud eva haf
n i`ve gt euu.n i ruin ur everithin
the "he" in the previous entrie
wasnt euu.i'll tell euu "he" ish k
euu r diff.euu r special to mie
i truelaye lurfe euu.
thank euu so much.
euu did so much 4 mie.
im reallaye sorraye 4 everithin.
sorraye.


ytd nite was so tearie
i noe i soaked myy pillow
i cudnt stop cryyin
there was juz to0 much thins
on myy mind.
im bein paranoid abt stuffs
hais *siighs*
thou euu ppl.
sae tt euu've neglected mie
euu ppl onlaye sae.
euu dun do anithin abt it
n realisin it now its juz to0 late
the harm was done.
i was left alone.
well it makes no difference aniwae
its to0 late 4 a celebration
aniwae do euu tink
euu ppl wud remember
euu wudnt.
i juz everithins juz so freakin pathetic
myy whole life ish
i m to0...
-actions speak louder thn words-
sadd to sae
all r words
all r empty promises
all r excuses
all had a motive
all din care
all wudnt b bothered
all r bz...
theres no1 i can trusts
euu tink im juz retarded
crazee.spastic.siao.sot.
nut`sie.small-fry.
i was all those to euu guys
bt fwens.
i neva knew tis word animore
cos tt word has long disappeared

euu cared abt studies.-i understand
euu cared abt him.-i understand
euu cared abt studies n him.-i understand
euu cared abt him,studies n class stuffs.-i understand
euu cared abt fwens n him.-i understand

euu ppl r juz to0 bz.
now snjt ish juz a place of belongin
companionshiip.a partner
to gt rid of ur sian`zation
it was no longer wadd it was formed 4
maebe its juz myy xpectations
i dun c the point.
where's the bond.
outsiders sae we r so close lalala...
they dunnoe.
they c onlaye the surface
all becos we r alwaes together
doesnt mean everithin ish fine inside
well maebe euu ppl dun realised
maebe euu ppl tink
as long as euu r happaye
everi1 ish.it doesnt work like tt
euu can sae im bein paranoid
i reallaye cherish everi moment wif euu guys
bt i guess euu ppl r sick n tired of everithin
sick n tired of mie bein arnd
i dun mind bein replaced.
i'll b alone thn.
wun life b so much betta 4 euu all
euu all will b so much happier
euu all wun haf another worraye
euu all wun b mo0die cos of mie
i dun wan a sense of belongin
i dun wanna gain popularity
i dun wanna b yr entertainer
i juz wanna b wadd fwens r 4.
i juz wanna b known to euu guys
i juz wanna understand euu ppl.
i juz wanna haf the bondin wif euu guys
euu reallaye mean alot to mie.
at the end of the yr
2[four]`o5 ish splittin.
snjt will b to0.
i guess the bond in us
isnt as strong as we tot we were
i tot euu guys wud at least do smthn abt it
bt it seems euu gt betta stuffs to do

wadd ish snjt now?!


happaye tchr's dae xD