i noe wadd im doin.

aniwae ytd i was ritin a post
half wae.when tis feeble comp
juz hanged.damn it.

so yea todaes chinese.
i tink paper 1 went on all rite.
*phew* hope i score well 4 tt section.
thn here comes tt devastin part.
its was freakin ardous lars.
aRgh to0piid liang lu.
gif us passages from chiina.
n tt`s juz pri3 level.
omg.shant elaborate animore.
im retaiin`in tt`s finaled.
nah - haf faiith in God. ((:


i shud juz haf been some1
outkast.ostracized from tis society.
bein a loner ;
maebe life wud haf been betta
4 everi1.
sometimes i juz wished
i din knew euu all.
i din knew anibodaye.
i dun wanna noe ppl.
tt such problems wun arise.
i longed shud haf been vanish
from tis world.
i will ; so0n...


hu doesnt wan a person ;
to lurfe euu.
to care 4 euu.
to b by ur side when euu r sadd.
to make euu happaye.
to engender a feeling of bein special.
to support euu.
to trust euu.
to missh euu.
to respect euu.
to put up wif ur willfulness.
to accept ur flaws.
tell mie hu doesnt yearn 4 all tis?!
euu dun nd a guy
to provide euu wif all tis
juz ... some1.ani1.


- way away from here ;
i`ll be...


. yy cant i juz b accepted
by myy peers.
. yy cant i juz do well
academicallaye.
. yy do i haf such
attitude problems.
. yy m i born to tis familaye.
. yy do i deserve such parents.
. yy m i a totall failure
in everithin.
. yy cant i b a clone.
. yy muz i haf emotions
i m unable to control.
. yy r ppl neva satisfied.
. yy arent i a loner.
. yy does myy parents sae they
lurfe mie when they dun mean it.
. yy did i haf a braiin to tink.
. yy did i haf a heart tt has to
b hurt repeatedlaye.
. yy m i mie?!

i hate tis life.
i hate everithin abt it -


dun tryy tellin mie
to concentrate on myy studies
i noe wadd im doin
thnk euu.

will the violins be playing? 17:03 ;