immune?!

im sorraye.maebe its juz
alwaes tt time of dae where
myy mo0d juz gts low?!
hais i dunnoe lars.

maebe i was juz to0 senstive
by ur words n ur actions.
bt reallaye its juz hurtin
hearin ur fwens saein such thins
maebe euu ppl juz tink
i cant hear waddeva
euu guys sae or do.
I CAN.im neither deaf nor dumb nor bliind
i dun carrie ani hearin aid
i can hear everi single word euu sae
euu mite b jokin.
bt i dun tink its farnaye n all tt
maebe i was juz to0 serious abt everithin
i juz take everithin euu sae 4 real
sometimes i juz gt so pissed off.
so now it comes to contridiction agaiin
eg: ur fwen cuts ur queue
when euu urself feels freakin hungry.
euu told ur fwen to nt cut.
yet she insisted.okaye so euu gaf in.
since everi1 was hungry |
n so ur fwen ish linin up to gt her fo0d.
euu juz wanna b bhind her
nt even cuttin her queue
she saed dun cut queue fine.
euu din n went to line up bhind.
so wadd do euu sae abt tis?!
the world ish unfair yea yeah
MAKE IT FAIR thn...
there`s alwaes the weaklins
gettin bullied by those hu juz scream
n pushes their wae thru everithin.
tt`s yy parents` of child tt gts bullied
comes boomin into classro0ms
slappin those bullies.
cos their kidd juz cudnt stand up
for themself.n bullies juz crawls
all ova their heads.
or ppl hu gts bullied starts sufferin
from depression cos they gt no1
to tok to...
they dun wanna make their
parents worrie.
n they ended up committin suicide
or become mentallaye n emotionallaye
unstable ; retarded.
n becos of wadd?!
ppl hu r juz insignificant beast on earth
n gt nth betta to do bt bullie
hurtin the person nt onlaye
physicallaye bt mentallaye.
n tt po0r kid juz dies.
so hu`s the EVIL MURDERER?!
shudnt they b convicted?!
they r murderers yy let them live
n continue bullyin weaker parties
demolishin them 1 by 1...

i dunnoe
tears juz kps swellin in myy eyes
dun euu all understand
how hurtful words can b?!
juz like a sharpened dagger
piercin thru myy heart
inch by inch ;
slow n tormentin death


im juz overlaye sensitive.
bt how can i nt bother
when such words comes out
from myy dear fwens...


studie studie studie studie


ppl juz dun seem to care
abt how ppl arnd them feel
it was 4eva i.mie.myyself

yeah i guess i juz gt
no backbone.
i cant stand up 4 myyself.
i juz tolerates n gif in to euu guys
i m no difference from
a tree tt juz sways
when the wind blows
its mie followin the crowd where
eva it went...
bt tt doesnt mean
euu guys gt ova-board
n take advantage.
i cant stand it animore.
ur pushin ur limits.
m i juz some push-ova
or some scapegoat?!
*siighs* guess i shud
juz gt used to this feelin
of bein "used" n thn juz "dumpin"
mie when euu dun nd mie
animore...
thnk euu.


im sorraye to make
all ur lives difficult.
once we spliit
everithin goes...

sorraye junhao.
pls dun go awae like tt agaiin
euu saed euu werent.
they need euu.
im sorraye
euu dun haf to bother abt mie.
euu`ve gt plenty of betta
stuffs to do.
bye-

pls stopp tis torturin
i noe its all juz self inflicted
ah!!!
let mie die.
quicklaye.some1 get riid
of mie now.
scrape mie off tis evil world.
pls i wanna die the unnatural.
a mystery no1 cud eva solve.
i wanna b wif GOD.
bt wil i regret?!

will the violins be playing? 18:43 ;