start of eoy examination

im back home earlaye 4 a change
hees bt sadd i was a stepp
bhind myy bro agaiin
mans.he seems to alwaes
come hme earlier thn mie.
bahhs- n there goes myy chance
of usin the comp 1st xD
hurhur bt its okaye
he left home alreadaye
wo0ts.the comp ish all mine!!!
*griins* heh heh.


so todaes the start
of the eoy examinatiions
engliish papers 1st
go0dness it was a total disaster.
compo was juz pathetic.
i was re-ritin the 2nd time
n i gaf up after the 3 sheet.
as i left onlaye 5 mins.
so i decided to add more
sentences 4 the endin.
i was abt to rite myy laz sentence
"pens down"
damn it so i cancelled it.
ah!!!there goes myy endin sentence.
shiiit lars.hais.
i wun do well 4 myy compo.
im afraiid i rote out of point
paper2- it was freakin challengin
myy mind juz went to a complete daze
words from the passage doesnt seem
to reach myy braiin.
wadd to do?!
i tried to find tt key sentence
bt it all doesnt make sense.
i was reallaye frantic
hais.i so flunk it.

*pls God i know its to0 late.
i need a miracle to save mie.
help mie!

i`ll juz entrusts myy results
totallaye to Him.myy path has
alreadaye been planned by him.
so i shall put it behind.
n tryy to concentrate on
myy other comin up papers.
x) God has enlighten mie.


bt definitlaye i cant stopp
havin chimeras in myy head
tt i wud retain.
*siighs* bein in the same
class as tis yrs 1/4
eww.no more 2/4`o5.
i cant undergo such ordeal
ah!!! *shrieks*
i so dun wanna retain.
bt if i gt no choice.
wadd can i do abt tt?!

i abhor tis formatt.
yy r they experimentin
such stuffs on us.
i dun mind if it was durin the mids
bt now?!
dun euu ppl haf a braiin to
tink tt its to0 perilous to
juz shove those papers to our faces
wifout much preparations
n xpect us to score well?!
like 4 go0dness sake do euu
tink we r some kinda scholars
or juz ur guinea pigs
to experiment on.
its nt funn lors.
givin us sucha hard time.
*siighs* its neva F A I R
in tis inequitable world.


findin eloquent songs.
they r juz so xpressive
; nice ((:


tml`s chinese paper.
mans.i hate it.
God bless yea.



I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness
in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile,
a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


ur words juz doesnt seem
farnaye to mie.
it gifs mie an impression
tt euu were reallaye sarcastic-

will the violins be playing? 18:41 ;