tension

was todae truelaye a happaye dae!?
i dunnoe.i dunnoe animore.
it isnt a happaye dae
when everi1 else isnt.
*siighs* i was helpless.
myy words came out bland.
i was actuallaye at a lost of words.
it all didnt made sense.
im sorraye myy dear fwens.
i wanted euu guys to b happaye.
yet i faiiled.im sorraye.
i was i to0 bz "being so happaye"
im sorraye i was so insensitive
to ppl`s feelins.
hais...i dunnoe wadd to sae.
todae went on rather tensed
i wud sae lars.
everibodaye juz seem so quiet.
no more tt noisie lot.
it seem like i was in the middle
of a cemetery.i cudnt stand tt dead silence.
guess i was real noisie to0 huh?!
i tot i cud share myy joy wif euu guys.
to spread the happiness arnd.
bt it juz made ppl feel worst ehs?!
im sorraye.come to tink of it
i saed all the rong thins at the rong time
o0ps =X
happiness wasnt happiness animore
to see myy darliing fwens upset.
pls take care n do nt fret.
we will stand by euu guys
no matter wadd yea ((:

aniwae i was so dreamie todae
i dunnoe yy either.
at mac i juz stared into blank space
ur name appeared in myy mind
i dunnoe.wadd i was tinkin thn
i tink practicallaye nth.
i dunnoe...

euu lurfe mie,
bt euu dunnoe hu i m.

im tiired of myy life.
im tiired.so tiired.
its juz alwaes those
typical problems tt
repeatedlaye surfacin
aRgh.

will the violins be playing? 20:57 ;