2[four]`o5 gone

well im a dae late.
2[four]`o5 ish gone.
im reallaye sorraye i kept tearin
on fridae... *siighs*

i remember 1/4 we were like
the U L T I M A T E -

chairman: evonne
vice-chairman: malcolm
secretery: michelle
treasurer: mie
pupil`s ...: stanley.bingxin.weizheng

i`ve to admiit i din do myy job well.
im sorraye i disappointed euu guys.
n mr ong han guan to0.
we were unable to control the class
furthermore i haf to divulge its us
tt caused the moz noiise n havoc.
we were somewadd like irredeemable thn
we were juz tt whole lot of
ho0dlums bein roudie n all tt.
clinchin the moz notorious sec1 class status.

i remembered there was a periiod
we heed leeming`s adviced.
we tried to chnge ova a new leave.
bt we disappointed ours tchrs n her.
n she ripped the paper n threw it awae.
i cud sense the anguiish in her thn.
n i lo0ked at our class.
noein wadd has happen n cudnt
b bothered wif it...

tt was a year ago thn.

2/4 was a new begiinin for us
we had the determination to
chnge for the betta.
to gaiin back the respect from tchrs

chairman: leeming
vice-chairman: stanley
secretery: geraldine
treasurer: perry
pupil`s ...: shawn.sharron.fucheng

havin appointed new leaders for our class.
there was hope for 2/4 *((:
if i did nt remember ronglaye,
lee ming`s `st speech to0 us
was abt our attitude.
tt we shud chnge.
she made mie somehow
reflect on our past yr`s attitude.

we went thru thick n thin ;
scoldins.detentions.luffters.lamentin
n mani other emtions together.
thru them no matter gd or bard
it had somehow strenghtened out unity.
the feelin of juz
- shoutin a cheer together
- performin on stage together
- endurin gorilla`s childiish attitude
- goin for detentions together
- sittin for exams together
n loads more...
how can i eva forget all those times.
n i cant promise euu guys
tt i wun compare 2[four]`o5 wif
myy future sec3 class.
cos its juz tt everithin wun b the same
no matter wadd.
maebe all i need ish time.
bt i still cant accept ppl into myy heart
other thn 2[four]`o5 [n Jesus to0 >.<]
i noe we shud end tt dae
on a happaye note.how?!
leeming`s presentation was reallaye touchin
i cant stopp tearin.
i saw the classro0m it was bare.
clean n whiite.
our memories r gone.
i reallaye wiished i din had
to extinguish tt kindled candle.
cos by blowin it off...
it meant the E N D of 2[four]`o5
i dun even wiish to carry tt
candle to myy future class.
cos it somehow meant to0 much to mie.
it wasnt juz a ordinary candle.
it holds tt firey spirit of class 2[four]`o5
its like the soul of everi 41 if us
n it juz died down like tt.*siighs*

im afraiid i wun accept myy new classmates.
im afraiid i will lose myy current fwens.
im afraiid we will become distant.
ppl chnge n tt`s wadd im afraiid.
im afraiid they`ll chnge n forgt 2[four]`o5.
i dun wan them to0.
im afraiid i`d become like tt somedae.
i dun wan tt to happen.

i dread spliittin up!!!

its like myy 1st time experiencin such
paiin yet lurfe i haf for an entire class.
cos durin myy pri sko0l daes.
we were chiildish.
we still din understand.
we cudnt b bothered.
n i hated myy fwens there.
i made disgustin fwens.
n i regretted it yea.
we were totallaye self-centered.
there wasnt "unity.team-spirit..."
such words used in pri sko0l.
cos they neva existed.
these seemed onlaye used in
fiction bo0ks.
n yupp i felt tt pathetic
in pri sko0l.
tt`s yy there was trepidation
when i had to go to sko0l
durin myy pri daes.
there wasnt true fwenshiips.
n it was rare to meet some1
nice.fwenlaye n ez-goin to tok to.
since laz yr`s chinese yr i neva
stepped into tt sko0l.
thou i see it practicallaye everidae
bt i onlaye admired the new buildin
n nt memories i had in it.

i felt lurfe n warmth in 2[four]`o5.
its an experience onlaye 2[four`ians]
r able to receive. x)
im genuinelaye proud of everi siingle
one of euu ppl.

im sorraye i dun tink i`ll be able
to thnk everi siingle 1 of euu in myy blogg
which i had intended n stopped half-wae.
so i`ll thnk certain ppl n generallaye to0 yea


2[four]`o5 -
how can i eva thnk euu guys enuff?!
euu ppl made myy years in css
full of luffter n joy.
i sincerelaye appreciated tt.
*2[four]`o5 isnt juz a name of a class.
it ish us tt made up tis class to
wadd it ish todae *((:
im reallaye proud of everi siingle 2[four`ian]
thnk euu guys once agaiin.
i noe all tis words doesnt haf
the capability to express myy
genuine gratitude to each n everi1 of euu.
lurfe ya guys loads.

snjt -
wadd can i sae.
as i grow attached to 2[four]`o5
i oso haf grown to become more
matured everidae wif euu guys.
euu ppl has taught mie thins
i doubt wifout euu guys i wud
b able to understand.
n im xceedinlaye sorraye
for myy candor.attitude.bard mo0ds
n i guess plenty other stuff to0
bt euu guys tolerated myy nonsense.
n accepted mie for hu i m.
euu guys chnged mie.
brightened the daes of myy sec sko0l life.
made mie luff n cheered mi up when
i was down.
sto0d by mie no matter wadd.
there were definitelate a whole
shiit of disputes n hypocritisms...
bt i guess tt made us understand
one another betta ;
abt how we felt towards stuff
somehow bringin us closer yea
thnk euu soooooooo much.
lurfe ya guys loads to0.

evonne -
thnk euu for tt arousin dedication
i agree wif euu.
we spent practicallaye everi hour together.
im gladd we managed
to sustaiined tis fwenshiip
of ours for 2 years.
n hope it`ll continue yea...
B E S T I E S x)
euu sto0d by mie
whether it was gettin into troubles
n all tt.haha
i appreciated it yea
i had a whole lot of funn
wif euu arnd.
thou there were mani of times
where i showed euu attitude n loong face
euu endured all those moments
n sometimes i reallaye felt so down
yet euu listened to mie tok all myy shiityness.
i guess no1 noes mie betta thn euu do.
i noe there were times euu felt sooo down
tt i was seriouslaye lost n speechless.
bt i was gladd i was able to b of some help
; somehow ehs?! >.<
thnk euu alot myy MAN.
haiis tis mite b the laz time
i`ll b callin euu lil bonbon n myy MAN.
*siighs* lurfe ya gurlaye

i sincerelaye reallaye wanna thnk everi
2[four]`ians bt i noe its impossible
to type for 41 ppl.
i`ll take like years.haiis.
n i dunnoe sometimes i haf the urge
to hugg euu guys like to tightlaye
n i dun wanna let go.
bt i dun haf the courage to0.
im sorraye im nt brave enuff.

LURFE YA guys loads.
thnks for all the memories
left imprinted in myy miind.
n tt fire burin in our hearts.

will the violins be playing? 23:51 ;