history becomin history

yayy n history`s ova.
history ish becomin history.
wo0ts >.<
well like everi1 else
i shall blogg abt the paper.
borin yea bt dun care.
n in the mornin i was
still rushin thru myy
laz min revision.
n now its ova.
ho0raye ppl. ((:
i left a question blank
o0ps source-based 5m question.
i did nt haf enuff time.
*siighs* blank.
bt at least i managed
to "complete" myy structured
essay on time.*phew*
bt it was reallaye a rush.
all crappaye answers.
bt i seriouslaye had put
in alot of effort 4 tis paper
haf been muggin 4 the past week
or so.juz 4 a pathetic 2hr paper.
*God let me get the marks
i deserved.n thnk euu
4 watchin ova mie thru`out the paper-
well tt`s abt all 4 tt paper.
tml`s literature ; pearl of the world
w0ah!!!i reallaye dunnoe
how to studie 4 tt subject.
haiis.literature ; dun tink will b takin
it as a subject 4 nxt yr aniwae.
bt i nd a go0d grade
on myy report sliip ; i guess.
haiis.

todae after the paper,
it was breakfaz at mac.
wo0ts.hees ate n read
alil of "the pearl"...
din haf the mo0d to stardie.
maebe it was becos
history ish ova. haha xPpP
well im gonna prove to
tt horrible tchr ; ker
tt i can do well 4 history.
bt it all depends on her
if its juz abt bein partial
n lo0kin at names b4 markin.
i wud juz sae euu r juz a tchr
tt isnt fiit to b a tchr.
n reallaye i`ll hate euu.
cos no matter how much effort
put in to do well 4 tt paper.
wif euu ; tis kinda marker.
i wud definitelaye score bardlaye
no matter wadd.blehs.
n i`ll detez euu.hmmph.

it was so farnaye.
mie n von were like suuper relacks.
hees literature ish tml
n werent interested. =X
aniwae we toked abt loads
of stuff.n i told her abt farnaye thins
well i tink they r farnaye.
luffed n joked -
it was juz so nice to feel
freakin carefree...
mosey`in arnd the area
we alwaes hanged out.
thn i tot of mani stuffs.
vent myy anger on a piece of paper.
tore it up.the pen mrs yeo gaf
kinda chipped off at the tipp.
o0ps i din meant to.sorraye.
illustratin myy imaginations ;
no1 will b able to comprehend.
((: i wun b scannin into the comp
n lettin everi out there in the world
to see ; onlaye von has saw it.
well i dun wan ppl to make
comments on stuff they wud
neva b competent to figure it out.
aniwae its a wae for mie
to express myy tots.


*a picture depicts a thousand words_


hees. x) thn padey came.
n everi1 started drawin
haha how carto0n can it b mans.
bt it was funn. *beams*
he treated us yumm.
nuggets.delicious. >.<
thn we to0k taxi hme
cos everi1 was so freakin
sleepaye n lazaye.eeks.
shant elaborate wadd happen
in the taxi.haha.
to0piid uncle.
all i can sae ish tt.
dun tryy implyin tt a pri4-educated
taxi driver ish smarter thn mie.
maebe nt street-wise.
bt so wadd if myy chinese aint gd.
im nt gonna b a taxi driver like euu.
hmmph.so stopp bullyin mie.
xPpP - bahhs!i dun like him
i was juz bein fwenlaye
was i rong?!

thn i heard euu were from...
yy?!wadd the heck ish gd
abt joinin a pathetic useless
gang.tt isnt helpful 4 euu
in a wae or another.
yy ruiin ur brite future?!
i shud haf juz xpected everithin
wud turn out tis wae.
yy din euu juz tell mie the truth.
yy muz euu kp it from mie.
dun i haf the rite to noe.
n everitime i ask euu.
euu wud either chnge the subject
or juz gif an xcuse...
yy din i juz accept the fact
tt euu werent a go0d guy from the start.
yy muz i deceive myyself.
n belief tt euu r a go0d person
even if euu were a bard 1
it has all become history
; tt`s juz all an illusion.
n i was so naive to juz
tink tt wae.
pls enlighten mie.
n tell mie the truths.
all i wan ish to noe the truths.
were euu all along lyin to mie.
tellin mie thins juz to make
mie happaye ;
words tt euu neva meant.
wadd more can i
ask from euu.
i hate to see euu in a distance,
n i wasnt able to lo0k
into ur eyes.
i hate to take a glimpse
of euu, to see if euu were
lo0kin at mie too.
i hate everitime we r unable
to catch each others eyes ;
it juz seem to b all predestined
our eyes werent suppose to meet.
can euu juz gif mie an xplaination yy?!
yy were euu wif tt gal?!
maebe she`s juz tutorin euu.
yy m i so sensitive n tink to0 much.
yy wun euu wanna take the
initiative n tok to mie 1st?!
yy was there even tis thingy.
i loathe it ; or not.
yy muz guys juz b so draggy
abt everithin argh.
* i`ll waiit patientlaye 4 tt dae
euu come to mie n enlighten mie.
((:


likin some1 ish unexplainable.
euu can neva b able to elucidate
tt kinda feelin.
no1 understands it aniwae.
thn how do euu noe
tt euu like some1?!
its more of intuition ; i guess

i reallaye m tired of tryyin
to please euu.
i hope th results wud nt
b a disappointment to euu.
; havin doubts abt the papers.
haf i reallaye put in myy 1o1%?!
shall leave everithin to
God`s hands ; he`ll take care of it.
myy life has alreadaye been plann.

will the violins be playing? 20:25 ;