literature.chiachia

well literature ish ova.
yayy!!!a subject tt has
nth much to read abt.
xcept 4 tt novel -
poem was reallaye meaninful
like it alot.i had loads to rite
bt din noe where to start
n i did nt haf enuff time
either.sadd* haiis
nah mind its ova.
n i managed to at least
b able to convey myy tots
abt the poem.
aww its so evocative *((:
tml`s maths n im so freakin
worriied abt it.haiis.
i dun wanna faiil maths
i stil wanna take a*maths
+ e*maths nxt yr.
ahh!!!heard it isnt an ez paper.
how?!
i onlaye no more thn the basics.
damn im so pathetic.
hope im able to understand
the questions.
*God,help mie read the questions
properlaye.n understand it.
let mie b able to recall
the formulaes n methods
i haf learnt n studied.
watch ova mie as i do the paper.
thnk euu. amen*
prayers alwaes work x)

mac as usual.
; mie.von.jez.jam.dina.jo.padey.
the typical 3 left.
n so the rez stayed on
n studied n make some noise.
stardied science ; chemistry.
somebodaye tch mie
how to balance equations pls.
ah!!!im debacle in tt omg.
plaed truth or dare.
was suuper lame.
damn farnaye.did loads
of retarded stuffs.
wo0ts >.<
i missh all those retard`ness.
it juz had tis pleasant sensation.
im yearnin 4 more.
wo0oho0o~ xD


to euu:
pls stopp assumin
so wadd if im close
to some1 does tt mean
i wud juz blabber
stuffs out to her?!
if euu r guilty,
stopp tryyin to blame
everi1 arnd urself
n doubtin ur own fwen.
so i tot euu knew
wadd kinda person
i was ; i ronged euu.
euu dunnoe hu i m.
cos euu dun pay
bother,euu dun care
abt anithin xcept waddeva
tt happens to euu.
dun tink by kpin thins
to urself we will neva find out.
it irks mie even more
when euu "ENSURED"
mie euu will neva fall
4 him.n now euu r doubtin
mie 4 blurtin tt euu still
do to a go0d fwen of mine.
im sorraye bt i dun take
tis rubbish.
im ur fwen n ur wary of mie.
yy cant euu juz ask mie
directlaye?!
ish there anithin
to hide among each other.
n thn there euu go tellin
ppl tt euu feel guilty
nt tellin ani1 abt it.
so wadd?!
sae all tis stuff
yet euu did nth.
go on n continue feelin
GUILTY for everithin
euu haf nt done.
i shant tolerate such stuff.
i reallaye feel like
confrontin euu todae.
i lo0ked into ur eye ;
tt guilty-conscious inside.
bt i cudnt.
i still wan euu to tell
mie by ur own accord.
yy cant fwens juz learnt
to trust 1 another?!
issit so hard?!
after all we haf been thru.
guess its juz a piece
of totall useless shiit.
juz admiit euu still like him
i can so prove to euu ;
tt euu stil do.
stopp all tt WHISPERS.
stopp leavin mie out
of everithin.
stopp tokin n jokin
among urself.
stopp kpin mie in the dark.
afraid tt i will divulge everithin.
guess i wasnt a
trust-worthaye fwen to
euu after all.
thnk euu.i`ve realised tt.
[tis doesnt apply to certain
ppl.as euu haf seen its "to euu"]

will the violins be playing? 18:30 ;