math ish ova

yayy!!!like finallaye the moz
distressin paper ish ova
; MATHS *phew*
i tink it went rather okaye.
paper1 was kinda rush
nt enuff time as usual.
was reallaye tough
esp algebras ; yuck!
paper2 was alot ezier.
thnk God *((:
i cud sense His presence.
maths ish ova.yayy!!!
tml`s science.
haiis it wun b an ez 1.
wif such gorilla tchr arnd.
ewww...


i guess im becomin superstitious.
thnks ger ; tt eye twitchin
it juz all seem to0 coincidental
to b phony mans.
a dae wifout myy left
eye twiitchin means
a dae he`ll appear.
n indeed tt happened.
myy right eye twiitched
juz tt teensie weensie minuscule bit.
thn i saw him.ah!!!
*its juz part of God`s plann-



i dunnoe yy.bt i cant help
starin at euu...
myy eyes juz kpt
observing ur everi movement
i wan to noe wadd
everi distinctive thin euu r doin.
im lurvin ur everi smile.
im lurvin ur everi "hie".
im lurvin ur everi blinks.
im lurvin the wae euu tryy
to gt myy attention.
im lurvin the wae euu
look at mie.
im lurvin the memories
we shared.
im lurvin the past.
on the contrary ;
im hatin ur everi "hie"s ; onlaye
im hatin tt euu neva
turned back.
im hatin all the walks awae.
im hatin the thin of euu
bein in a gang.
im hatin the everi stick
euu smoke ur life awae.
im hatin the lies tt once
appeared shweet seeminlaye.
im hatin euu for denyin
im hatin euu for takin myy
breath awae.
im hatin euu for makin mie
fall for euu.
im hatin myyself for hatin euu.
im hatin euu...
yet im lovin euu.

i wanna see the decent,euu.
i wanna noe the demure,euu.
i wanna smile to the congenial,euu.
i wanna luff wif the humorous,euu.
i wanna dream abt the amiable,euu.
i dun wanna stopp tinkin abt the cordial,euu.
i dun wanna see tt malevolent side of euu.
i dun wanna tok to a smokey-breath,euu.
i dun wanna noe tt debaunched,euu.
i dun wanna see euu b let astray.
i dun wanna hear ppl tellin mie
the obnoxious,euu.
* im juz so selfish to wan euu to
be hu i aspire euu to b ;
to tink tt a person cud b tt perfect.
im sorraye-

pls stopp tt disgustin compulsion.
pls stopp hangin arnd wif bad-companie.
pls stopp actin like a villain.
when euu arent ; i tink euu arent.
pls juz stopp all tt misdemeanor.
b hu euu reallaye r.
[[im in the mess of ur 'used masks',
let mie see ur bona fide side ;
or was tt the real euu]]


i hanker for tt moment
we can reallaye gt to earnestlaye tok-


i hate euu ; father of tis household.
the wae euu handle stuff
r juz so idiocy.
forcin mie out of the comp
isnt the wae to make mie studie.
cant euu eva juz let mie gt myy
thins done.
eventuallaye i will studie on myy own.
i dun nd euu to tell mie to.
stop blusterin ur authority arnd.
i cant stand euu mans.
juz gt a life ; gt out of mine.
euu r juz the provider for tis family.
wadd gifs euu the rite
to exploit ur supremacy arnd?!
when euu neva cared for us.
when euu neva were anrd for us.
when euu neva fulfill the duty as
a father to mie.
when euu neva showed the lurfe
we needed.
when all euu eva did was vent ur
irascible temper of urs.
when all euu eva did was order
us arnd like we were slaves to euu.
im nt born on tis earth
to allow euu to gt
pushed or kicked arnd.
i tried hard enuff to please euu
; im tired of it.
pls stopp pokin ur noses
when euu gt nth to betta to do.
juz go awae.
if i eva do well
4 myy exams.
it isnt credited to euu.
God was the onlaye 1
hu sat wif mie thru
all the hard times.
so stopp bossin mie arnd.
yuck.i despise euu.
euu tell mie to studie
i`ll slp 4 euu to see.hmmph.


tis post was supposed to b ytds
some ppl wanted mie to off
the comp while i juz gt on it.
damn-

will the violins be playing? 18:48 ;