Monday, November 07, 2005

i hate euu ; mother

dear mother ;
i H A T E euu.
i seriouslaye do.
i hate euu for waddeva euu sae n do.
ur juz so insensitive to tink
tt euu won tis whole game
euu assume euu r competin wif mie huh?!
w0ah how chiildish immature mama
can some1 haf?!
euu r fuckin blardaye riich.
n euu cant even bare to provide
$2o odd dollars for ur daughter to
gt a cheap bagg.
its nt like i wan some branded go0ds.
n tt`s all i wanted.
its cheap n bigg lors.
n wadd i haf alot of baggs
lo0k at urself tt entire box
of unwanted baggs left in ur closet.
damn euu lars.
i`ll count how mani bags i haf.
they barelaye fill myy drawer.
n lo0k at myy fwens
theirs r like pourin out like some
uncontrollable waterfall.
- deuter sko0lbagg
- billabong tote bagg
- minito0n`s bagg [from 1dollar gang]
- black n whiite tote bagg
- roxy sliing bagg [hardlaye use]
- op sliing bagg [hardlaye use.myy bro uses]
- a piink sliing bagg [from myy bro.its shweet bt doesnt suiit mie]
- a hellokitty [when i was young.like hello im 14]
wadd else tt`s all ;
n i use onlaye like 4 of the baggs.
cos the rez ish to0 kiddo for mie.
hu`s gonna carry some hello kitty bagg
out there when euu r shoppin at orchard.
F U C K lars ; biitch
n euu anihow poiint at some cardboard
n saes i haf baggs there.
open n see if there`s ani baggs lars.
even if there ish its some kiddo baggs
for myy sis n bro rite?!
dun euu haf a fuckin braiin
to tink arsehole.
aniwae lo0kin at the size of myy baggs
they r all so pweenie.
i can hardlaye stuff anithin inside.
wadd more nxt yr`s files ; dumbarse
cant euu juz tink.
stopp assumin like euu noe
myy sko0l so fuckin well.
tt everithin euu assume goes the wae
euu assumed it wud b.
like SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
wadd do euu noe abt the society now.
how i yearn to slapp tt qianbianlian of urs.
i so wanna kiill euu n gt euu outta myy life.
G O A W A E ! ! !
i wan euu to die like now.
meet wif some accident.
N DIE!!!
tt`s how much hatred i haf for euu.
euu neva treated mie like ur daughter.
i was like an outsider in the hse.
ur alwaes screamin ur arse off at mie.
for thins i haf nt done.
poiintin fingers at mie for ani mishaps.
m i like some kinda jiinx in the family
; to euu ?!
euu sae ur nt forcin mie to ballet.
n euu r holdin myy hp as hostage?!
threatenin mie n saein its some sort of to0piid deal?!
im nt some 3 yrs old innocent kiddo
hu doesnt noe how to differentiate
"i`ll gif euu back ur fone ;
if onlaye euu go for ballet."
tell mie b witnesses n sae.
ish tt threat or a deal?!
n so i wanna quiit.
so tt juz means i wun gt it foreva
euu biitch.
ur juz doin tis to make mie
abide to ur commands
NO i wun.cos i`ve decided.
n euu r some role model
i`ll haf to follow when i grow up.
no wae euu fuckin biitch.
euu r responsible for ;
all myy breakdowns.
all the paiin n anguiish i undergo.
bein unlurfed in the family.
FOR MYY MELANCHOLIC CHILDHO0D

n yayy God was neva helpin mie.
to tink i prayed so hard for a bagg.
wadd for?!THANK GOD!!!

euu destroyed myy faiith.
euu made mie disheartened.
euu made mie go thru such torment.
euu faiiled to provide myy needs.
euu r a damn suckin obstinate puerile person.
i dun haf a mother.
cos she loong abandoned mie.
in her heart ; i dun exist.
THNK GOD!!!

will the violins be playing? 09:36 ;

shout outs


prosaic


  • a dancer
  • deeply in love
  • self-indulgent
  • loves dancing
  • ignorant
  • paranoid
  • die to live in opulence
  • gossips
  • split personality
  • hates making decisions
  • incomprehensible
  • PMS`es all the time
  • non-existential
  • personality disorder
  • loves green
  • gets annoyed easily
  • irrational
  • hates plenty
  • perfectionist
  • admires violins

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