innocence

i lurfe dance.
guess the funn ish comin back agaiin.
well its gaiety *((:
learnin all the new stepps
for the the upcomin performance
wo0ts xD lurfe it mans.
hadd funn plaein arnd wif the stepps
n learnin other roles of the dance.
kinda keliian binuan n the rez.
the startin part of the dance[for them]
was alreadaye suuper dee duuper
backachin mans ; ouch!!!
thn there`s the 'pan' thingy for them
g0sh it was like totallaye cramp`ie.
turn here turn there ;
lift here lift there ;
pose here pose there...
tried their movements,
was suuper throbbin can.
w0ah i admire those doin tt part ;
even the sec1s g0sh
endurin all the spasm.
the jumpin on drumms was so ko0l.
tryyin to gt use wif the sandaowan.
B U T T P O W E R -
*((: heehees.
jiay0u yeah dancers.
tis dance will b a success.

-i missh the times we used
to spent after dance ;
all the creatin of havoc[at mac] ;
gossip sessions[at mac]
n mani other stuffs tt we do together.
now its juz left to mie n celiisse.
even she doesnt wanna stae ani loonger.
i missh the late nites out ;
juz becos we wanna stae a lil loonger at mac.
everi1 suddenlaye seems so homelaye.
haiis *siighs*
i yearn for juz a daes like how
we used to be -
guess its impossible.
euu gt him to meet.
euu gt to b hme for dinner.
euu gt no money.
euu wanna go hme.
euu dun feel like staein arnd.
euu feel so tiired.
where`s the fun-lovin ppl
i used to noe?!
i missh them ;
i genuinelaye do.
when will euu all juz b back to ur ol`self?!
i somehow felt empty
goin hme todae... ):
i understand ppl chnge ;
mature.
bt juz nt now yea.
its to0 sudden, i dun tink i can adapt to it.
i begg euu guys yea?!*siighs*


public hols r so pathetic.
on deepavali ; cycling
on hari raya ; cycling
g0sh dun euu guys haf anithin betta thn tt
plan for the family.
thou its at 2 diff places ;
bt cyclin makes butts grow bigger lors.
*eeks* n i so dun wan tt to happen
haha =X o0ps
aniwae myy dada bought mie a shiirt
how nice of him.bt i wanted black.
he saed all myy shiirts r alreadaye black.
so guess i gotta gt the green 1.
well its seems fresh?!new colour for a chnge?!
bt i still like B L A C K.
bo0ho0o~ >.<
i need bo0ks to read durin the hols.
gd thin myy bigg bro gt some nice 1.
for psychiatrist-to-be to read.
go0die.how totful of myy shuai bro.
yayy!!!i still wan tt 2 bo0ks
at kinokuniya.totallaye out of the ordinary mans.

i wanna gt a puma bagg like faz!
b4 the chalet xD
*God.help mie.im afraiid to ask myy mama.
pls grant mie the courage to ask her.
n hope she understands n wud allow mie to
gt it.thnk you.AMEN.
well sometimes thins dun alwaes
go the wae euu wan.
i`ll juz leave it to God.


i dread goin to yf.
i feel like a total stranger.
thou i noe ppl there n haf been
close to them for a certain periiod of time.
n now im like invisible to them.
waddeva can.since they dun make
mie feel welcome there.
yy shud i like go there.
its nt like i dun wanna noe more
abt God n i dun wanna praiise him.
juz tt how m i suppose to?!
wif snooty ppl there.
when im there i so cant waiit for it
to end quiicklaye n like juz go hme straiight.
im reallaye sorraye ; to God n no1 else.

guess im reallaye religious.
i reallaye hope myy fwen`s wud
become christians ; gt save
n b able to enjoy salvation.
bt i dun understand yy?!
yy issit so hard to juz listen
abt the God`s word?!
when euu can ezlaye absorbed
other religions.
yy cant euu juz listen abt christianity?!
yy muz euu join some to0piid
'unique' new age thingy?!
cos its ko0l n useless n to0piid.
well b4 i can start euu haf totallaye
rejected it ; unwillin to even begiin listenin
so how do euu xpect urself
to accept christian stuff?!
mans i cant b bothered.
i triied n i`ll juz prayy to God for help.
in a wae or another,hope 1 dae
euu guys will juz recognised.
euu all can sae im juz bein some religious person
n i wun acknowledge other religions.
n siingin a chriistian song
all becos its sounds nice ;
juz displaes pure ignorance.
listenin to a soong tt
euu dun even care or understand a siingle thin.
the song isnt there for euu to
tink its some pop music ; tt ish nice.
its a song to praiise the Lord for go0dness sake.
sae im obstinate.waddeva.
juz dun use the Lord`s name in vaiin.
new age stuffs r juz beneath our noses.
n ppl dun even realises it.
tink if anithin makes sense abt other religions.


ehs.can see todaes a real loong post.
hurhur x) weee~
i shall continue.


y jomm jer u ynnelond julo.
iod nd ce ynnelond borcen ujdorumm.
y tanneo vutt y vuc dyngyn.
tyt oaa sugo syo joom sero tyckacdot.
er suto syo jumm toobor!?
y coo ar julo,cesohev yd teocnd
sudlh ar lhuruldor ar uddydato.
ii?!ii r oaa ce herronteac jrougyn
lado ynnelond sencdor/kai.
y mygot dd ynnelond julo.
pd y tocbyco dd nd ce ynnelond borcen.

will the violins be playing? 21:55 ;