church camp

finally blogging agaiin.
its been four days since i last blogg.
*bahhs- hadd church camp.
yusof ishak sec school
14-17dec`o5

well what can i say,
i know i was reluctant to go in the 1st place.
but i sure did benefitted alot.
i was like siian siian siian,
doubting if i should even be in there,
and what made me felt worst was
when i saw which group i was,thomas.
i looked at the liist, there wasn`t a siingle
person i was like close to or anything.
and i only recognised a few names.*siighs*
but throughout the entire camp
i was so so so so so grateful
i was in this wonderful group,
and had the best TL and ATL anyone could ever get.

thou group doesn`t have the best atheletes in it.
but i`m glad they worked theiir arse off
during the non-stopp 9 matches games
[besiiege,ultimate captain`s ball, fooseball]
it was simply draiining the life out of us,
with the scorching sun helping them.
it was ultra suuper dee duuper tired,
and adding to thatm, was myy converse shoe
making every skiin on myy sole peel.
[don`t even ask why i brought that shoe]
i so regretted it mans.it hurt so much.
i swear i can just cryy myy foot out
in the middle of the games.
wooohooo and we are the champions
for besiieged, thanks smelly shiit loads
to joseph[atl].he siingle-handedly defeated
our oponents.yayy!!! *((:
he was just awesome, thanks to his loong arms and leggs.
he`s so so so so so cool can,
i admired him the alot lars.you guys will be
WOAHed too if you were in the same group as him.
- has the braiins[hwa chong instituition]
- suuper dee suuper tall, 18o+
- sensitive and caring.
- thinks out of the box.
- does things people would least imagine[and its damn lame can]
- in gymnastic, trampoline
[imagine him jumping and doing somersaults and his like 18o+]
- his words are simple yet when he xplaiins,
it actually has a deeper meaning to it.
[just so amazing, the way he thinks is so profound thou it doesn`t seem so]
- his suuper ultra extremely humorous and lame
- great at sports[runns like suuper faz, his 1 stepp is equal to our 3 steps]
- good sportsmanshiip
- damn enthusiastic[has like unlimited energy]
seriiously he`s just so darn COOL.omg.
okaye enough about him lars.

i not only had a funn time in camp,
the sermons we had was very meaningful too.
especially the last one on the 3rd night.
i was gladd although how i tired i felt,
i managed to stay awake for all the sermons.
guess it`s just God,
wanting me to pay attention to the sermons.
it definitely made a huge impact on me,
i was once filled with tons of unanswered questions.
yet know i understood why.
and that the only object that you can find
all the answers you ever wanted was in the bible,
God`s word.and there was just so many
topics in the discussions and quiet time
we had that somehow was related to myy life.
i just felt that God had plann all this,
to draw me back to him, cause he cares.
i know i was falling apart.far far far apart indeed.
and thanks to this camp, i reaffirmed myy faiith in Him.
at many times i really felt like kneeling down
and cryying out to the Lord to fogive myy deadly siins.
i held back myy tears and prayed quietly.
myy teen life was just full of stinking shiit.
i`ve neglected Him, and treated Him like myy emergency button.
but now things in myy life will change.
somehow there`s this urge in me to want to
reach out to the rest that have yet to be saved.
as an abassador of Christ,
i`ll change myy attitude and be more christ-like.
so that people out there that sees me,
will want to know myy Saviour.
cos the way i react to situations,
reflect on how Jesus was like.

i also learnt a valuable lesson,
that was to have quiet time daily.
i didn`t know how seriious it actually was.
its like having a personal relationship with Him.
as you read more about the bible,
you gain bible knowledge not only that,
you can apply those verses in your life too.
and by just praying[talking to Him],
relaxing and settle down,
you can listen to how He speaks to you.
it`s just so so so so amazing how He works in people`s lives.

one thing i thought was really significant in myy life,
was that i had to just leave all myy worries to God.
whatever axiety and burdens, anything and everything.
i`ll give it all to Him, and He`ll take care of it,
and guide me.so that`s really enlightening to me.
cause there`s someone who in myy life also wants
to know anything that troubles me.
i`m thankful i had such a great friiend but
seriiously i don`t have to tell you anything.
and not like you really help much or anything.
so i`ve realised that only God can help me
solve those problems even if there was no way
[as in no human can ever think of any other way].


at least, i know that now there`s a friend always
there for me,when and wherever i needed someone.
so i`m not alone.He lives in my heart forever.

i know last time it`s really stressing for me,
that my friend isn`t a chriistian.
and i lose myy temper and get a lil carried away.
but now i know that God will help him or her.
the more i want to reach out to them.
to tell them more about God.
it isn`t a rejection, it`s about not giving up.
so hopefully He`ll grant me wiisdom and confidence
to speak up and spread the good news to them.
so that they`ll have that inner joy and peace
i`m having now.and that they`ll believe
and be saved, and enjoy eternal life in heaven.
yayy!!! x)

we had amazing race[arnd singapore]
it was really funn and exhausting.
we seriously ran to from one end to the other end
of singapore.completing stations.
but we didn`t had enough time for the last station.
haiis.its kind of wasted cause we were that close!!!
we needed time to get the engine started,
haha wasted too much time on the 1st station.
nah mind, the most important thing
wasn`t about winning the race.
it was that everyone happy can le lars
[quoted by joseph, once agaiin]
hurhur damn hilariious lars.
he even piggybacked a 44kg guy,
while running to our stations.


during the camp itself,
it seem really loong as everyday
it was filled with funn activities
,never ending sermons, discussions
and eating sessions.
but after all its over,
it really happened so fast.
how you wiished you were still in it,
playing around with your team-mates.
cheering till your satisfied even though
you lost your voiice.
but the spiirit is there...
if only you could just experiienced it one more time.
or just hoped it lasted loonger.
be glad that it happened and
you had a blast there.
not forgetting all the valuable lessons
and bonds among friends.
it was an unforgettable experienced.
there`s just millions gaziillions to thank for.


you readers must have already given up
reading all this.but nah mind to those who have
really read till here.even to this very sentence
and is about to give up, just a biig THANK YOU.

anyway, guess many won`t want to come
to myy blogg le, if i`ll be posting about myy christianity
every siingle day.you must be thinking :
"why the heck should i bother, its not like i`m going
to believe it anyway.who`s this sarah, tryying
to preach like she can change people`s life.
who does she think she is sia"

well i`m nt preaching for all that anyone cares.
its just based on myy experiences.
and hoefully some or a few people will
be touched and will come to know myy God.
but to those who don`t bother than
i`ll just have to work ultra-ly hard then hors.

i was upset i missed tt 2[four]`o5 outing.
but not so anymore, cos the teachings i learnt
in myy church camp was far more priceless
and beneficial to me.
even if 27 people went, i guess
nothing of such has struck you all
that not all was present.
so i don`t say its a class outing,
as the entire class wasn`t there.
sometimes the things you guys say and do
disgust me alot.


oh yar myy haiir is disastrous now.
so don`t talk about it.AH!!!
i`m dying of embarrassment.
>.<


take care myy fellow people.
thanks von.really missed you stinking smelly shiit loads *((:

suipo y`s jummynk jer wecobh.y ten`d gnev.ydc jucd dee jucd y kaocc.huyyc.y roummi vyychot zen iea voro routynk dhyc.luaco y vuc dumgynk en dho bheno vydh iea iod y ten`d gnev hev de domm iea,y`s cerri.ho kuzo so u voyyrt joomynk.cesodhynk dhud pmev sii jood ejj.unt roummi bruiot hurt dhud Ket vymm chev so dho uncvorc.pad ceso voro becydyzo vhymo edhorc voro nokudyzo.unt iea gnev vhud y bruiot ce hurt dhud y cdurdot dourynk.huyyc hyc sii pre`c jryont,unt y ce ce ce ce teapd dhud ho ozon mygot u kyrm pojero.suipo dhud`c polec y huzon yd roummi kd de gnev hys.hev?!
[von you should know yea.it`s for you.and don`t give up.that`s all i can say about it]

will the violins be playing? 18:46 ;