bloody valentine`s

valentine`s day.what so happy about it.
its just some normal/average day with a name.
i loathe it.especially this years.this stupiid day.


i regretted giving you the fucking bloody rose.
how can myy amateur folded rose be compared
to some branded chocolate?!
what was i even thinking.!@#$%^&*
why didn`t i listen to al.
why didn`t i just keep it for celisse.
why?!just why?!...


the look on your face.how elated you were to talk to her.
i felt so fucking bullshit just standing in front of your bloody face.
i didn`t want myy imagination to run wild.
i didn`t want to think about what might happen.
and as expected, you asked.it was so obvious in your eyes.
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FUCK OFF

i can`t even think properly now.
fuck shiit arse this bloody valentine`s day.
GET LOST.

will the violins be playing? 20:46 ;