distant...

i know i shouldn`t base on just one occurence.
should i?!should i not?!should i?!should i not?!

i just felt like some stranger/passerby.



school`s life just fucking suck now.
what is snjt becoming of?!

will you just stopp assuming.
i feel like i`m neither here nor there.
you should know better than any other fucker.
but no you act like i was never part of snjt.
or was i all along treated like an outsider?!
i should have known huhh.
sarah was only deceiving herself,
that she had such trustworthy friiends.
maybe geraldine was right,
she predicted everything that
could ever happen in myy life this year.
guess its the start of this fucking dilemma.



i hate school.i hate myy life.
you BITCH lars.


sorry bestfriend.i really got loads to tell you.
somehow i can`t.i don`t know why eiither.
it seem so hard now to just find some private
time to talk to you. >< i miss you babe.

will the violins be playing? 20:17 ;