intiative

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why isn`t it possible for you to start the conversation.
i don`t want to be the one initiating.
it seems weiird somehow, it makes me feel so atypical.
haiis *siighs*
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but if i don`t will you?!
i`ll waiit.
but how loong?!...




perhaps they are right afterall.
inperceptive.inperceptive.inperceptive.

.....

people are mentioning "self-denial" to me.
how true.





friends are always better.right?!

will the violins be playing? 21:15 ;