teenagers in love[tsktsk]

i was reading bloggs, finding inspiration on
what to write for today`s entry.
like OMG.practically every blogg i read had
this "i lub euu, why euu dun lub miie.."
and this goes on.most of them ends "i`ll alwaes waiit 4 euu..."
, "all i wan iis euu...", "i cry everyday becos of euu"
yada yada yada.like erm?!HAHA
please don`t get me wrong.i`m not laughing
at their 'act cute spelling' neither am i
discriminating them for loving someone.
haiis i don`t know how to continue...
i don`t deny that unconciously, we, human beings,
talk rubbish.[that includes me]
forget it.they`ll realised their foolishness sometime.
[hopefully yeah...HOPEFULLY.]


sorry i was just so bored.
maybe this kind of entries seem to appear
so often to me today >< oops



school ends at 12 today. *((: celebration?!
nahh.a chance for all teachers to take advantage
and make students stay back to complete their
bloody outstanding homework.booo.

i`m going to fail myy a maths commontest.
haiis.i really cannot afford to faiil anymore le lars.
so horrible.it`s not like i don`t understand.
somehow it seems impossible to apply to
challenging questions.i can`t understand a single shiit.
arghh.STRESS.why does everyone know how to do,
when we do the same kind of questions/homework/notes?!
why does it seem so unattainable to me,
i`m sure i used the correct/same method like every other earthliing.
yet why?!why i can`t i just derived to the
same answer as everyone else?!
it`s so bloody shiity sickeninng.
and for once i thought i really got the hang of it
on saturday when we went to study together.
the next thing i knew, everything i thought i finally
understood were nothing compared to those that were set.
what the fuck.all myy efforts just tryying to understant
the stupiid basics just went down the bloody draiin?!
why time and time agaiin do i have to get put down.
that piece of smelly shiit margaret loh sucks
her flabby arse inside out left right in her hole! ><
~!@#$%^&* grrr.does she have to be so demoralising.
i`m such a disappointment.i`m so so so so going to die.
when i get back myy papers.myy parents don`t fucking understand.
they only how to poiint out myy flaws.
i`ll forever be such a letdown/failure to them.
forget the hell shiit.



please i don`t want to start thinking about such stuff.
i don`t think i have to the time for it eiither.
i don`t know.i don`t want to for now...i guess.


laughter was all i could remember what happen this afternoon.
it was a noon-eve, full of entertainment... *((:
i love everything about today`s after school activities.
all the basketball.all the overwhelming actions.
that stupid voice.all the laming around.
it truely was so comical.how amusing. x)
if only everyday went by like this.*siighs*



i won`t believe it.
and i stay firm to what i believe i don`t believe.

will the violins be playing? 20:22 ;