Saturday, March 11, 2006
chnge url
due to unecessary people reading this blog of mine.
i`ve decided to change the url.to prevent further
disenssions in this disconcerting house...
where is the privacy you tried negotiating with me?!
going back on your words, raiiding into myy stuffs.
the more you do such things, the more the hatred in
me grows.cause you`ll never be able to change the
fact that i`ll be hatiing you for life.that feeling of odium
has become obdurate in me.you`ve made me become
what i am now, a cold, unemotional person.
don`t try showing of your authority in the house,
to me, dad, you`re nothing but
a nonentity[nobody.unknown.insignificant],
trying his best to act biig shot.
by your way of manipulation, you lose
that significance of a perfect dad.
i`m sorry but it doesn`t mean that the elders
is always right.you are someone who NEVER
admiit when they are wrong, you cover this up
with stupid, obtuse excuses which illustrates
your foolhardiness instead.
HAHA.and i am laughing at you!
thanks to you guys, you`ve made myy heart hardened
towards such senseless stuff.go ahead and continue
ruiining myy life.let`s just see what other dim-wiitted
stuffs are up next...
things are so complicated now.
got back results slipps yesterday.haiis ><
guess it wasn`t that up to standard.
but i`m kind of satisfied that i managed to at least
passed most subjects.but a maths,
i`ll never be able to pass that.it`s horrible.
ARGH!!!no As eiither.doubt parents will be
contented about it.ugh.
like when were they ever contented.
bloody shiit.
get riid of the bloody encumbrance.
i hate myyself now.why must you be a burden,
at least not now.i feel so hapless.
dance is all i have now, you pathetic
legg can`t take that away from me.
or i`m left with nothing. ><
why must it happen now.
fuck shiit!!!just amputate it.
then will i not feel that awful paiin anymore.
*siighs*
will the violins be playing? 10:15 ;