breakdown

got back more of those horrendous results.
i seriously dont get it why people can score
As in thier subjects and i cant no matter
how hard i`ve tried.i`ll just always stay
at the border line )):
positively - at least i passed *((:

i faiiled combined humans cause of SS,
i missed by 1 mark, that closed; so near yet so far.
a redd mark will always be a redd mark.
that`s the 3rd subject i`ve failed so far.haiis
chinese was never good, so i guess i`ve passed it
and that was good enough?!
[someone top the class?! *((:]
chemistry, *phew* i passed it, just nice.
seriously subjects that i was supposed to pass,
i failed and those that i least expected passed.
haha how ironic is that!!!


haiis i`m stuck at home, to be specific,
on the chaiir actually... ><
`cause my legg hurts like hell,
ever since dance practice on tues.
OMG.i could barely make it home yesterday.
this morning i got out of bed,
and almost collapsed, felt so weak.
my leggs were like straiining so painfully.
i dont know how long this agony will last.
i so must recover.but i dont know how.
the muscle aches have become from
bad to worse, God knows what the hell
is happening to my legg...
by the time i got home, all i could do was
slump down onto the chaiir ;
with wheels of course.
if not i would not know how i`ll be
able to move, felt so wheelchair bound.
perhaps i should be thankful,
that someone came up with such chairs?!
haha or else people will be serving me.
heyy bloody cool.then i`ll prepare a bell.
just a few "riing.RIING!!"
and people will come rushing to serve me.
muahahahahahaha ><




i didnt want to look at it negatively.
i thought by not taking it too heart,
perhapps you wouldnt be affected.
i wouldnt go so harsh on you.
i tried.i`ve really tried...
maybe i was wrong.it was in vain.
i thought by looking at the brighter side,
i`ll feel much better, you`ll feel better too.
so that things will still be the same.
but i guess not.i feel so foolish.
i really dont know what do you want.
i`m breaking down soon.
sometimes i loong for the past,
when we used to be so closed.
and you`d tell me anything,
without holding back.
you might think i`m just blowing things up.
sorry then.`cause i blog how i feel.
nevermind.i dont think i have to explain myself.



cesodysoc iea`mm droucaro cesodhyno/eno sero,
yj iea`zo meco yd/hys/hor...

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