disappointment

like what the fuck.
results out so fast!!!
i haven even had time to enjoy
a single bitt of 'exams-are-over' mood.
damn.and it sucks biig shiit.

HOHO.amazingly i passed biology.
what else can i say but thank God?! ^^
other then geog and *astonish* amaths.
i failed hell shiit for english paper2 and emaths.
i so screwed up papers that i was
supposed to do well for.so SCREWED.
like no one`s can save me
from all this overwhelming shiit.
its bombarding my report slipp.ugh!!!


freaking!!!i`ve failed the passed 2
engliish commontest, this adds up to 3.
its like MID YEAR.sadly i`ve showed no improvement,
despite starting to appreciate books.
mans why didnt i read psychopath
before this bloody exam.
at least it`ll help perhaps slightly for my paper1,
WHICH... i`m gonna faiil agaiin.
WHICH... brings down my overall.
WHICH... i`ll be getting hell from jane.
WHICH... i`m so gonna retaiin.
WHICH... i`ll cryy like for god knows how loong.
WHICH... then resorts to ending my life.
WHICH... will appear headlines in every newspaper.
WHICH... makes me famous even after i die.
WHICH... allows me to then rest in peace.
ahhh ><

did i mention jane wanted to know my name.
DAMN i`ll be blacklisted.shiit fuck.
what could be worst than seeing jane
for the entire holidays `cause of remedials!
okaye this is getting overboard.
but think about people,
just think about people...




my bro`s away and i miss him so much.
well, it feels weird to not see a shuaii ge
under this roof, you know?!
you wont understand. *siighs*

and i think my mama`s madd.
you see, all of a sudden she treats me so nice.
i`m not saying it`s not good,
it`s just weiird.hopefully it stays this way.
`cause i never wanna talk to me dad.
or even look at him, unless i`m short of kachiings.
haha just kidding.but he sure is becoming
bloody bullshit.like when you want to talk
to me, dont beat around the bush.
just shoot it mans.i can take it *((:
`cause you cant even make yourself clear.
i seriously catch no balls about what are you
tryiing to put across?!like HUHH.
anyway back to my "ironic" mama.
i just woke up from my afternoon nappy.
it was like 7.3o already so i went down
to watch 'so you think you can dance' [coolio]
but it starts at 8 today.so i just lie down
on the sofa, i might have looked so sickly or something.

she was like " are sick?!having cramps?!
come go eat dinner.you not feeling well ahs?!"

cool huhh.it`s been like dino years
since she`s been so sweet.i`m like so touched
*sniffs* i`m not done.she even like pulled me
to the dining table in case i collasp or what?!
haha SHUANG GAN.motherly love.ahhh.


told her about my results.
c`mon she cant be more disappointed than me.
i shall go flood myself with books now.
loong queue for readers wanting to read 'psychopath'
BAHAHAHA.nice right?!
off to read my book then can`t keep my
clients waiiting you see.haha kidding.

will the violins be playing? 22:33 ;