leggs suck like shiit

there was once i felt my leggs were falling apart.
like WHAT?!i`m fourteen +++ no way is this
going to happen to me.well not now,
at the age of fourteen +++ !!!
at least FORTY?!haha nah.i wont want
to replace my loyal haulers with
crutches, wheels or even plastic limbs.
mans it makes me feel diasbled/immobalised.
and i`m not discriminating the disadvantage k.
just dont let this happen to me.
NOT NOW OR EVER... ><
dance is like everything to me.


i`m so pissed off.mdm soh so so so
called my mama and told her i was playful in class.
like what the hell she doesnt have to go
complaining to my mama.i dont know
i felt so weiird.`cause its as though
i`ve split personalities or what?!
i never really let my mama know what i`m like in sch.
at home i feel so small, as thou i`m engulf by everything.
sometimes i wonder which side of me is genuine.
i guess in school there isnt anyone,
to always tell me what i`m suppose to be like.
what kind of behaviour i`m suppose to acquit myself.
i just be whatever i want to.whatever i am.
and at home i shutt myself away from everything.
perhapps i am really a introvert at home.
it never feels like home under this roof,
i`ve never experienced the genuine warmth of a family
or maybe i didnt know what it was like.
which kind of made me felt offended when
she saiid i was playful.looking at it positively ;
it was just her own opinion and i dont blame her for that.
but she doesnt have to go round gossiping, bitch.
i`m who i am, she doesnt have to tell anyone
to change me.so shutt the hell up lars.
like is anything wrong?!
is not as thou im killing anybody outside?!
or getting out of control like some maniac[or am i]?!
whatever.dont come judging me.
`cause i dont need your help in anything,
not even biology.you are obviously a lousy teacher,
no doubt about it.therefore you have
no right to criticise anyone, but yourself.
definitely i have no respect for you.
`cause you`ve just shown me how critical you are,
and i`ve lost complete trust in you.
nevertheless, i`ll still enjoy laughing at your thithi`ness.



aww mans.myy shuaii bro`s kinda siick.
we vomitted like so BADLY.
poor thing.he must be feeling so under par.
the capacity, density and smell was enormity!
i`m so sadd )): hope he`ll get well soon.

tml`s dooms day.DANCE!!!
omg i`m like bloody contradicting.
practice is definitely going to fatiguing.
pray hard my body doesnt break down.

will the violins be playing? 19:17 ;