over?!

i dont think i have to explaiin for anything.
im sorry, that i didnt spend time with you.
its my fault, i cant do anythin about it, can i?!
why cant you just understand the responsibles i have.
since you were ever so eager to end it,
then its up to you.cause it just shows that
love had long faded in this relationship.
that you were not interested anymore.
cause you emphasize on every other thing,
then the power of love.cause you forgotten about it,
or it never even existed.how carefree, you`d feel
when its over for you.i`m not offended by anything
you say... why should i be?!why should i mind.
i just felt so dumb.not because i fell for you.
just dumb.

i dont even know why i bothered
to hold on to this relationship, hoping for miracles.
perhaps it would be better that i walked out
of you life now, back to your old ways.
you dont have to change for anybody except yourself.
yeah its always about you.
and me not caring how you feel.
have you even told me about how your felt?!
what do you want me to do.
DONT TALK TO ME YAR.
DONT TALK TO ME FOREVER.
fuck off.




i hate myself.for being so bu zhi liang li.
taking up responsibilities i`m not good enough to.
BLAME ME.

will the violins be playing? 21:36 ;