my past

*siighs* thanks reuben for letting read my archives.
its been 2years of blogging, it had definitely been
really eventful.things that i`d long forgotten,
starts to reappear ...
is that supposed to be good or bad?!
i dont know.i just felt contented
to have someone to talk to.
[refresh my memory and yours]
what can i say.felt kinda dumb to read
my past entries, like i was so childiish.
OMG.mans i dont want to remember that.
realised how messed up my life was.
in fact, it totally suck.
perhaps it benefits me, so that i wont repeat
my former mistakes in future.
nevertheless, it`s overwhelming for me.
time just passed so quickly,
in a blink and lower sec life is over...
i guess i`d never want to lead my life,
like how it used to.it was depressing,
even reading it was disheartening )):
it was like shiit reading those entries,
I WAS like shiit.hahaha
even so, it was great that i wasnt the only
one reading those shiit posts.
i`ve got my queen.yayy`ness!!!
it was enjoyable, i took it quite light-heartedly,
i think?!lols.i dont quite mind,
people knowing my past.
as long as it doesnt affect the present
or the future *((:

last night was TOTALLY CRAZEE!
i cant believe i actually like talk through the night.
until your mama woke up to make breakfast,
and my maid and grandparents woke up,
to start their daily routine :DD
we talked for like 6hrs 11mins.
madd`ness mans.and thanks to that,
i`m having DARK RINGS.[distinct distinct!!!]
we chatted blithely about well everything.


y lamd dho hubbyomd kyrc en ourdh lunm.
de huwo iea yn li cyzo *((:
jocc, borhubm cyzo jycc mdycc po me hosdys,
yz iea hutn`d sulo ynde dho bysdaro.
ucc dho mdazzm jo ducgot upead,
famd luto lo jund de olpruso iea.
iear cygo dho mjoodomd kai.
y tend gnej jhud jycc y po,
yz iea owor joro de couwo lo *mepm*
er yz y roucci joro de ke de wunseawor?!
huyym.eebm =Q ned mabbemo de dhyng
dee lash iabb.y tend gnej jhi
y brusdysucci dect iea oworidhynk dhud
hut owor hubbonot yn li cyzo.
y famd zocd y hut de po henomd jydh iea.
y jend pculo iea yz iea lynt li bumd,
y kaomm y dee, lynt yd.fufu.
dhon ukuyn, iea luto cewo unt droumaro
iea owon lero <3


i miss evonne.we haven talked for dino years.

will the violins be playing? 12:33 ;