fuck off.

fuck off.today sucks like shiit.
everything just went wrong.
EVERYTHING.


i hate to be the one who initiates.
i hate to be the one to care.
i hate to be the one to wait for you.
i hate to be the one to give in.
i hate myself.

just as i thought all was well,
life was blissful...

i tried cheering you up.
maybe i was oblivious,
or i tried too hard.


i became angry,
`cause nothing seems to
be able to make you feel better.
i was angry `cause i was helpless.
i was angry `cause i was uselss.
forgive me then.

i didnt want you to feel that
i`ll neglect you when you`re down,
and only have fun with you
when you`re happy.
perhaps i made things worse.
perhaps you just wanted to
be left alone...
it might all be just my wishful thinking.


dont give me the
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZs
i hate it.if you are not in the mood
just tell me, dont force yourself
to listen to my rants.

you got a choice.
but you chose not to.
and i`m not gonna do anything
this round.cause its tiring.


i sat on the bus we took.
i sat on the same seat.
but you werent beside me.
i saw that "zhiying <3 weili".
forget it like you remember,
sucha fucking insignificant thang.


try harder to think about how i feel.

will the violins be playing? 21:14 ;