i never want history to repeat itself

have been blogg hopping,
people are all stating how their
lives are, defining what life is,
being depressed etc...
[no offence.its in general]
it kinda reminded me of my past,
well, perhaps i actually got
kinda affected by it.
now and then, i had become
wary of the things i say and do,
that none will have any similitude
or association with yesteryear.
reading my former life, was excruciating,
i hated my life then, i hate my past now.
sorry for keep on looking back at the past.
even so, if i were to compare
my past and present...
MANS life now is blissful.bahhhhh :DD

haha total crapp.i was bored lars.
geeez.still got loads of homework undone.
my head is placed on the chopping board,
ready to be slaughtered by monday.eeks!
keep my body intact.
i dont want to be a wondering ghoul,
with no head, like i`ll look obnoxious.
ewww.HAHAHA whatever peeps.



yesterday was so teary,
omg i cant believe i actually was bawling,
over a tv show "ps, i love you"
most of the time i cry during movies.
but astonishingly, i was suppurating.
what to do it was tear-jerking.
too bad to those who missed it...
thou it wasn`t quite realistic,
and the ending was a little misleading.
overall, it felt so real, so depressing.
*siighs*

DONT SIGH K :DD
[that was paradoxical.geez]

will the violins be playing? 10:12 ;