immune feelings ; sadd

fooling around in the toilet *((:

finally after several attempts.
lesbo`s kissing HAHA

dissected bloody sheep heart.
had i mention there were plenty of blood clots
in it, a sheep who smokes.tsktsk

my claws preying on the miserable sheep heart.

the contents inside the heart.

aorta, arteries and veins.
grossed out.

ngee ann poly, convention hall`s toilet.

on our way to hawker centre.
siamese twiins :DD



so yeah i`ve uploaded the pictures.
if you do care, you dont need to announce it,
we can tell if you`re concern about us or not.
'action speaks louder than words',
apparently you only state that you do
all this stuff `cause you CARE about our well-being.
but they were mostly a whole lot of
ineffectual words, not forgetting repeated phrases.
it`s like bein in the same ol`script,
over and over again, as everytime
its just those same few pathetic lines.
we could even foresee what you`d say,
in exactly the same sentence structure,
word-for-word.what`s the use of emphasizing
that you worry about us, when in actual fact,
you just dont want our class to ruin your
reputation by doing badly for the subject you teach.
as you always claimed that
"you are the most experienced teacher...blahblah,
how great you are by doing miraculous deeds,
that improved and benefitted many students.
rules are made to be broken,
does it irritate you so much,
when you see girls having coloured earrings?!
if it doesnt why keep complaining about it.
and ankle-length socks, as long as we wear socks,
that doesnt stinks the bloody classroom,
why baotou us to the discipline-com.
and making my cut my nails in class,
is just fuckity.damn.even mr methias agrees
that its nasty to cut nails in class,
you wouldnt even mind that as you teach.
so why when the earrings and socks
dont make clipping noises and
obviously not an unpleasant sight to see[sordid]
, in fact it`s much more interesting
than plain-o ear stiicks.HUHH!!!
all along, you were the only teacher,
whining to our ever so inept CM.
i mean want to give feedbacks,
give constructive ones.
you want us to keep quiet in class,
no problem, only that probably,
3/4 of the class will end up sleeping.
thn when we are hyper for just a day,
to lighten spirits, you got to put us down.
what do you want mans,
you are extremely picky.UGH!



how does it feel to obtain despondency?!
sadd, depressed, melancholy, gloomy.
i dont think i`ll ever be able to sense
the feeling of disconsolate anymore.
not because i`m stuck with being happy
my entire life, but it`s because
the feeling have become sucha part of my life,
that no longer do i realised the genuine meaning
of being sadd, it seems to me as though,
the world is completely covered in darkness.
whenever i felt as thou there were finally rays
of light shining through the overwhelming
shadows, it would then disappear...
leaving me alone, facing my greatest fears.
demoralised and forlorn.

today`s just crestfallen.
you dont know how much i missed you
so badly, do you?!
the end.




emptied promises are inexorable.

will the violins be playing? 21:23 ;