love ya so much

tml will be leaving to pulau ubin
for obs course, i really am regretting
for agreein to attend it.
i hadnt prepare myself for it,
only till a few days before it,
thn did it struck me that,
i wont be able to see you for 5 days.
how willful i was thinking that
maybe by calling you every night,
it wouldnt that bad, not even realising,
that the reception there is counted as oversea.
it`s totally dreadful,
it`s far worse than physical agony.

5days means 24 x 5= 12ohrs
12o x 6omins= 72oomins
72oo x 6osecs= 432ooosecs

that`s hell long.okaye -.-
i`m not making this situation any better.
but before i leave for that unbearable 5days,
i shall tell ya how i feel now yes no yes no yes no yes.


well, its been 5 months with you,
and really i feel so blissed.
[everything`s got to do with 5; 5mths,5days]
but yeah, i guess i`d refer this
like a test for both of us.
i know thinking about the 730.5 days
is unevitable, you know how time flies so fast,
and before you know it we`ll be facing it
right ahead of us.i dont even wish to think about
that now, cause now as long as you`re
by my side, i`ll be the happiest girl on earth.
i really dont wish to change anything
from the years to come, i hope it`ll
stay like this for as long as i live.
you know how many ppl will
say that sec school "love"
never lasts, puppy love, flings/crush.
whatever i guess you`ve forced
me to not believe such stuffs are true.
outsiders may say that we are childish
and all that, but who are they to tell us
how our lives should be.
they dont even understand a single shiit
about this.today we talked about the 73o.5 days,
i still believe that its possible,
and i dont care.we`ll make it possible,
wont we?!but its not up to us,
everything is all part of God`s plan.[so cliche]
anyway i dont even know if i`m making sense.
i`m mired, cause the tears are blurring my vision.
this relationship means alot to me,
and to you.i do treasure every second with you.
the 5days, we can stil make up for it,
but the 73o.5days, all i can say that
pray hard our application doesnt get approved ><
love you so so so so so so much, reuben.

will the violins be playing? 23:14 ;