start anew

well i just need to get some stuff off my chest mans. its getting a little too heavy to bare. i`m like so freaking deprived of blogging or maybe just a need to vent some anger. though its a risk now to type stuff on the net, but i need to let things out. it`s difficult to talk to anyone about my issues, i wouldnt like to bother them. anyway it`s my problems, guess i`ll settle it myself, there`s no one there to help you in this world, then yourself. so do what ya got to do mans.

1stly, things around or in the house, is perhaps getting better on the surface. nevertheless, is best not to comment about it. before i get another slapp for having the freedom to state my views. how ironic adults can be huhh. nah shant continue, it so isnt worth it, i dont want pimples on my face due to the germs on your hand. thank you.

well its almost the end of the exams of the century. like finally, its coming to an end. damn it lasted real long...long long long long long!!! cut off from society, everyday cooped up insided a 4sided wall, facing books and papers all day. makes me siick. feel alot more relaxed, at last, got to walk around orchard. ah!!! what`s life without malls. ate yoshinoya; gives a plus plus to life, with japanese food. totally enjoyed myself, thou there werent many who tagged along. but guess its really nice to just hang around in small group, with people you can communicate with. rather than a bigg group and no fucking person actually acknowledges your existence. whatever. watched 'world trade center', it only talks about one scene but was kinda touching. not bad for a change. although i was yearning for a comedy, to me laugh my arse off, i needed it. but overall i had serious fun. thanks to many.


oh yar, before i forget, today was english oral. turned out far worse than i had imagined. OMG! vicki loh sure do know how to make like tough for students huhh. mans it was really bullshiit. i totally just flunked the conversation, i dont know what the fuck i was talking. so so so so irrelevant to the topic. God help me. how are we suppose to answer to questions like; talk about "sources of engery" and you are like WWWWWHHHHHAAAATTTT!!! o.0
one word to describle it disastrous, just like the other subjects. shiitzo. i guess i`m going to spend my hols with teachers in the canteen table, with textbooks, guidebooks, notes, and more notes and more guidebooks and more textbooks and more test papers.AHHHH!!! like kill me mans. i dont want to die and get buried under books. NO WAY. i`ll have a grand funeral okaye, that`s more like it *((:

today i truely experienced genuine fun, rather than have to always put up with stuff. its annoying. and there is no single earthling able to comprehend me.



that explains 'HELLO LONELY sarah'

will the violins be playing? 18:45 ;