losing the ability to talk

awww this is totally dreadful. i`m stuck at home again. this time it aint the fever, but its the throat. i can hardly produce a sound now, what more make out words. this is just awful. devastating in fact. i`m no different from the dumb. losing the ability to talk. this is just horrible, what if tomorrow it doesnt get any better?!?!?! oh my. i feel so not human, lacking man`s easiest way of communication. i`ll not resort to using hand signals! hmm, i just might carry a notebook and a pen around. ahhh. not a bad idea huhh. [congratulations sarah`s brain is still functioning well] HOHO! to get back my voice i shall just use all kinds of methods, be it western medication or traditional chinese herbal brew. i`ll give all a try, it`s my only hope. and also gargling salt water, i`ll add double the dose, so that the salt concentration will be hiigher, therefore rate of healing the sore`ness in my throat will be faster. geez. the silence is killing me mans. i`m so bloody bored at home, i might just start revising for tomorrow`s chemistry retest?! omg. that`s nuts, what was i thinking mans. oh well.


i`ve been looking at the fish tank which is on top of some brown cardboard next to the phone, which is near the other comp that is next to the speaker that lies between the two comps. so yeah. suddenly i realised there are some foreign fishes in the fish tank. like when did they appear?! i`d never really notice the fish tank cause its kind of pathetic at first, with 2 lonesome piranhas. i call them piranhas, that`s because this fish tank used to contain fatt goldfishes and other colourful vibrant fishes, but those 2 killed them all, one by one. first biting their fins and tails non-stop, till the poor victims could not balance itself and they look utterly unsightly. so yeah. piranhas. now their new neighbours, i didnt take note of them, most probably, cause they are silver too[like the piranhas], not very eye-catching huhh. awww this fish tank looks so dull, when it once was full of life.

i still cannot accept the fact that, we are still having lessons now. while many are already in malls shopping, chilling, drinking coffee, in beaches enjoying the seabreeze and uv rays. ahhhh what am i doing here worrying about school work. it`s just so unfair. that was partially why i rather stay at home, than go to school. lessons are just boring! nobody is in the mood of studying lars. hope this 3 weeks ends SOOOON. this school is fuck shiit. hate the teachers. the principal who doesnt fit to be one. the system. its just the school of nightmares for every teen. the teachers acts as if they are superior. biologically they are not. they have nothing special we dont have. so what if they have the knowledge, that doesnt imply anything. cause they are pathetic fools who discriminates and critisizes students. is not like we owe them anything, they arent there to be our parents and reprimand us when we make mistakes, they too make mistakes. so shutt up teachers, not forgetting their chief; principal. this school is full of deceit and treachery.

will the violins be playing? 13:22 ;