stupid lagging blogger

blogger is some 'mean machine', like seriously mean, i`ve been trying to post and entry for days. and till now it hasnt been up in my blogg, like how pathetic can i get. oh and when i thought, u finally typed the perfect entry to be posted, everything was going smoothly, there was a black out!!! argh! this year is just totally adversed. it like only the 1st month, -correction- the first 12 days, not even 2weeks. and i`ve met with loads of misfortunes. how miserable can a sec4 school girl`s life get. so messed up and screwed.

i`ve been wanting to blogg about, how i finally got to have macdonalds. imma happy kiddo ; happy meal. thou the fries were somewhat overly-salty and the drink tasted a little like soap detergent. but what the heck, i got to eat mac. mans, i sound like a martian, who has no clue what the biig M is, and has only tasted it for the first time, and calls it human-chow. yummyumm. i wonder how do they like even compliment the delicious food. zzzummmiezzzizumm. lamaozies. anyway i was really delighted, to have evonne and marcusong to go with me to west coast park. we spend like almost the entire time, well for marc, its the entire time, looking at the biig flat screen tv on the wall of mac, that used to broadcast national geographic channel. awww mans. you`re reading an intellectual student`s blogg. haha what the fuck. self-praise. but yes, sarah`s gonna mugg hard, i think. oh yeah, about the flat screen television, they had this send a msg to be shown on tv sorta thang. and while we were in the toilet, and buying food, marcus was observing it and he send some message. retarded as he is, he stared at the tv screen the whole time, waiting for the msg to appear, which took like dino ancient roman years to appear. and when it did, we were overjoyed. so von and i send one too. HAHA. yayy! and we waited for it to appear before we left, which was like another decade.

the flooding season is back again, with non-stop downpours. thanks to the change of wind direction reflected at the inter-something something tropical zone i think. the wind thn carries moist from the south china sea, which is thn carried to the little red dot on the world map, and fat clouds could no longer carry those tiny droplets, so they fall as all humans know, RAIN. what an excellent explaination. thank you thank you. so detailed. HOHO. yeah about it, well, i was on my way home, or actually, when i reached my house bus stop, and i took a teeny weeny stepp out of the sheltered bus stop, it start with a drizzle, and then more rain. and then literally raining cats and dogs. i was totally drenched from head to toe. omg does that sound like some primary school compo. haha but anyway, it`s been a loong loong loong time, since i last walked in the rain. maybe cause the monsoon season, only takes place annually for a particular period of time. i remember the last time i walked in the rain, was with reuben. but that was a long time ago. so yeah walking in the rain, brings back much memories. how i used to love the sensation of water droplets splattering on my skiin. haha psychotic but true.

today we had dance self-practice for our syf. so all syf participants were required to come back for dance prac. from 8.3o-11.3oam. many people had to leave halfway, cause of dental, tuitions, the typical stuffs. so yeah i was quite angry, cause like BnW people were late. and we were waiting for them at the bus stop. everybody else were punctual and were already at the dance room. even mdm chang was there. i was angry cause, i will be blamed when we get reprimanded. and i was suppose to be a good example. if the dancers see that even i can be late for dance, thn they`ll question me right. all this responsibility shiit. i mean like you gotta understand. so i was really angry, and i couldnt talk to anyone. cause they`re my friends and because they`re my friends, the more i should tell them. but i didnt had time to tell them either. had to get straught to dancing. just hope, they`ll understand that, even as my friends they should be an upright senior to the juniors. like everyone ties up their hair for dance prac, i dont understand why they have to let it down. tying it up for 3 hours wont do much harm to your hair right. i dont mean to be blunt or anything in any hurtful way. but just it`s harder to tell your friends lars. you know how tongues can wagg. so yeah i apologise for being stern today and straight forward and always ticking off the others. i dont mean to bring down your morales but i wasnt in a good mood. i was just being serious. anyway who doesnt wanna work hard for dance. i know i have no right to be particular about the dance moves. cause i`m nt perfect at it as well. so i just hope, the dancers will co-operate okaye. sorry to the BnW peeps, i really held back the tears even while dancing, sorry i had to make you all so dampened, before going out to celebrate minyi`s birthday. but thanks for everything.

every story, has its begiinning, every beginning comes with an ending. and my story has ended. thank you very much.

will the violins be playing? 20:14 ;