exhausted

i`m freaking tired and worn out, i honestly have no clue why the hell am i still staring at the monitor and pressing hard on these keys. hopefully, to not let my interest in violins die down, i`ve changed my blogskin.. hmm it looks kinda eerie, the first time i saw it, but i think it`s enchanting/enthralling yes no yes no? haha oh and i totally, fell in love with that mosaic picture of violins. it`s just dead alluring to me ((8

anyway i`m so gonna die tomorrow, cause i dont think i`ll be able to wake up for church. even if i did manage to dragg myself out of bed, i`d most prolly end up late again [like for the umpteenth time]. dude, i sure got to kick off that habit, and start beng on time on time on time mans. not forgetting there`s tuition, on a sunday.. sucks sucks sucks. cant stop complaining can she xD

emotions? arent they so difficult to comprehend. other then it begins from a gland in your brain [pituary gland?! correct?] the mind is so complexed, even biologically you cant even explain why human responses in various manners. biology aint no biggie!

9 more days to syf. fear?! definitely. BE CONFIDENT at least because of the other dance members. gogogo! gold with honours :DD

the desire of wanting you back.. is fading as time passes.

i know this is a very very very random entry, my apologies. i`m definitely not in the right mind now to type a proper post. maybe i havent been doing that for a long time.. today, i was so fed up with 'unable-to-do-math' that i just gave up. it was horrible, i couldnt process anything i was reading. hate logarithms and trigonometry. bloody matheticians!!! BOOOOO.

anyway about ahbell. you`re just stupid, admit it. you obviously have a brain of a turkey. all the stuffs you said, doenst even go through your brains. i could label you off as a typical bimbo, well apart from being dumb and bigg boobs [or more like fatts], you cant even meet its criteria of pretty, obviously you dont have the looks. and the body/height/perfect assets, NAWWWWW! this is so bitchy, but hey, so are you! shut the sympathizing and comments/remarks and lies that are fabricated by some brainless tootsie.. turned off!

good night my fellow earthlings.

will the violins be playing? 23:47 ;