failed chemistry again

eh it`s just totally depressing. expecting to pass chemistry for maybe the first time this year; some sort of encouragement.. then the results came back. DAMN! i failed again, like for the umpteenth time. it is so frustrating. i did put in effort to study alright. and it just always comes out like shiittzzz. i was bloody pissed at mrs yeo lar. WILL SHE EVER STOPP BEING SO DEMORALIZING. always wanting us to dropp her subject, all because we`re not doing well in it. can`t she even see that little effort put in. at least we answered the answers intellectually, just without the keywords, but the idea is there right. and all she says is that she`s gone through this kinda questions yada yada yada and that if we had done her homework we would know how to do. whatever lar can. we`re improving, and all she knows is discourage us, acting all pissed off with that childish look of hers. SHUTT UP MANS! you`re making every student hate you more and more, by trying to hard to get into our good books/building "good rapport" with us. that`s all you fucking care, damn it. why can`t you give us another chance, we did make an effort. as a professional teacher, and being in this line for so many years, cant you even tell??? is that what a teacher is suppose to do? come in to class and psycho us to dropp your subject. you are the very person who is making us do badly for this subject, be it personal reasons such as 'i hate you mrs yeo' or your teachings.. all you do everyday when you come into class, is talk all the bullshit, thn you`ll nagg abt you having to talk all the nonsense, cause it`s our fault. just start teaching will you. and you just blaming us for being the slowest in level, to complete the chapters, when half the time, you`re nagging and laming all the shiit. i`m just hella pissed off with you. your teaching method definitely sucks. i dont think it`s your credit, when the past batches passed their chemistry. quit talking about how much pressure you`re having from the head of department and principal. thn what about us students, we get it from you, the HODs, the VPs and the principal. so what more do you one. you`re not the one sitting for the o`s. it doesnt really matter much to you anyway. all the self-pity, it`s disgusting. why the hell did you even become our CM. sickening. whatever man.. ARRRGH!


today was like slimming day or something. had so much exercise lar. 1st was PE, we had our napha 2.4km. and guess what, imma so proud of myself! ((8 i gt an A; 5points for it, with a timing of 14.o3mins. okaye i know i know, isnt some biggie. but yaaahhooooo! i`m getting a gold. WEEEE!

next was dance practice. it was full speed ahead man, no time to waste. practically every minute, we were stretching or dancing. everywhere`s aching now, just GREAT! what a way to slim down huhh. now i`m gonna spend a days recuperating, then when friday comes, the vicious cycle repeats.. can`t wait to see the costume thou. finally it`s gonna be 'full-dressed' rehearsal, with hair and make up done. how exciting! but for now, i needa massage terribly!

HAHAHA 'crowded buses are a nightmare'. it was more compact thn usual lar. everyone kept squeezing in, once the bus door opens. and what`s even more irritating, is when adults, yes i mean adults, brainlessly walks from the center of the bus to the front, thn back to the center. like c`mon, are you an idiot, to not notice, that everyone is trying their best to stay still in their position, because there isnt any space for movement. while you, grown up man, just pushes your way through the crowd. how dumb is that. it`s even stupid when you walk to the front of the bus, thn back to the middle again. bet ya were urgent to get a seat, we need the seat even more thn you do, dont ya think. we go to school earlier than you guys, end the same time and have to use public transport. obviously, as students, we do not soley go to school to study, due to singapore`s education system, which wants to have holistic education. we`ve gt ccas after school and we carry a backpack full of books and files, far heavier thn working adults right. so like what`s your problem, rushing to sit down. do you see us doing that?? neither do we force our way up on a bus. when it`s pack, it`s pack, stopp illusioning, thinking your mass dont occupy much space.

i`m hell tired. enough of complaining about earthly issues. GOOD NIGHT!

will the violins be playing? 21:06 ;