false hopes

false hopes;

everytime my mind starts to think,
there were positive possibilities.
yet again, disappointment fills,
you have to make me eat my own happiness/
proof me wrong, time and time again.

maybe it was just me..
what the hell was i thinking.
*laughs at own stupidity*
to think there actually was hope?
hadnt all become the past.
stopp bring it up..

will the violins be playing? 20:53 ;