reunion

i`ve got a confession to make.. it`s just that, i`ve been hiding behind this 'pretence'. i`m no chinese at all. i can prove that to you. well, it seems to me that it`s not in my blood. i can hardly speak proper chinese. yesyes, that`s how pathetic. it`s like i`m having speech difficulty, when i try to form at least a full sentence verbally in chinese. oh what the heck. i tried practicing, but it`s really hard. HONESTLY. the chinese stuff just doesnt seem to appear in my head. awwww mans. i do worry about my future, what if i merely scrape through for o`s, or what if i dont. [applies to my mother tongue only] there`s at least a probability that i`d pass, and move on to JC. let`s say if i do make it to SAJC. and i`ll have to continue to take MT for jc1. like how the hell am i gonna ever pass that! okaye was i thinking a little too far far away hmm. just concentrate on getting a pass for MT for o`s. geeeeez.. fretting.

finally, a saturday, with not much school activities. wooo, and i had lunch at that hotel, next to raffles city. it was an old friend of mine baby`s, 2 month old celebration. havent seen him since i was in primary5. haha it was more of reunion sorta thang. met up with my childhood friend and other old friends too. everyone seemed to have changed drastically or something. we barely recognised each other. wonder when will be the next time we gather around the dining table again? perhaps another 5 to 1o years? hmm

my childhood friend, came back from india not long ago.. she got me indian bangles. there were like fragile glass bangles. they actually do shatter, if you arent careful while handling it. and there`s a really preeetty seashell keychain, with an 'S' engraved on it. how sweet. she never fails to get me stuff overseas. more like everytime we meet up. i better prepare a gift in future too. still harbouring the thoughts of going to japan with her, once i`m 19 ((: weeeeee.

well, i`ve said my piece for now.. and i`m so going to catch the britney debut movie on channel 5 today! hmmph. and maybe mugg hard later.. yupp later!

will the violins be playing? 16:32 ;