mid year examination

apologies for not updating. it`s been kind of hectic the past few weeks, in the midst of the MYE. thank God, languages&humantities&Amath papers are so so so so over. just 3more papers to go. hopefully, i dont flunk any; i`m not gonna ruin my well-deserved remaning days of june hols studying my arse off, NA`AH!!! not only was it all busy about schoolwork and studying. it`s rather, cold and tensed in the house. the lost of family warmth; makes a person feel extremely vunerable&emotionally unstable.. yet at times of such, the only person i could/used to rely on, was you. but you`re gone, and never coming back.

guess in a way, it had affected me badly. the people, you trust the most, just turns their back on you. feeling the sense of being neglected while favoritism seems exceptionally obvious.. paranoia?

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time to study. LOSER!

will the violins be playing? 09:44 ;